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R. Bruners. Vladislava piedz\u012bvojumi, 1.noda\u013ca<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0160is nav jaunas gr\u0101matas p\u0101rdo\u0161anas anonss vai cita veida komerci\u0101ls rekl\u0101mas materi\u0101ls. Pirms k\u0101da laika sa\u0146\u0113mu vair\u0101kus pamudin\u0101jumus rakst\u012bt gr\u0101matu. Patlaban ir uzrakst\u012btas da\u017eas noda\u013cas, un pirmo noda\u013cu v\u0113los pied\u0101v\u0101t las\u012bt\u0101ju v\u0113rt\u0113jumam. Vai \u0161\u0101da veida piedz\u012bvojumu rom\u0101ns sp\u0113j rais\u012bt interesi Latvijas las\u012bt\u0101jiem? T\u0101ds jaut\u0101jums mani nodarbina k\u0101 autoru, jo gr\u0101mata dom\u0101ta latvie\u0161u un krievu auditorijai. Turpretim, es p\u0113d\u0113jos 20 gadus esmu dz\u012bvojis angliski run\u0101jo\u0161\u0101 vid\u0113.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Par notikumiem asto\u0146desmitajos un devi\u0146desmitajos gados rakstu no sava skatpunkta. \u0160aj\u0101 rakurs\u0101 notikumi parasti netiek skat\u012bti, un liel\u0101k\u0101 da\u013ca auditorijas par to nezina. Tie, kuri zina, par to nerun\u0101. T\u0101p\u0113c, jebkur\u0101 gad\u012bjum\u0101, esmu p\u0101rliecin\u0101ts, ka ar\u012b viena noda\u013ca no min\u0113t\u0101 rom\u0101na neb\u016bs garlaic\u012bga vai atrauta no konteksta. Esmu saglab\u0101jis satura pasnieg\u0161anas formu un izteiksmes veidu, kas las\u012bt\u0101jiem patika. Piem\u0113ram var noder\u0113t mani raksti, ko LRTT public\u0113ja iepriek\u0161 https:\/\/tautastribunals.eu\/?p=57691 <\/a>, https:\/\/tautastribunals.eu\/?p=63136 <\/a>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u0101p\u0113c esmu piev\u0113rsies \u017eanra fikcijai, ko sauc ar\u012b par da\u013cliterat\u016bru un beletristiku? Vai re\u0101los notikumos un faktos balst\u012bts izkl\u0101sts neb\u016btu v\u0113rt\u012bg\u0101ks? Diem\u017e\u0113l n\u0113, jo past\u0101v p\u0101r\u0101k daudz nosac\u012bjumu, kas j\u0101\u0146em v\u0113r\u0101, rakstot par re\u0101liem notikumiem un cilv\u0113kiem. “Bez \u0161aub\u0101m, dai\u013cliteratura sp\u0113j att\u0113lot notikumus paties\u0101k,” \u0161\u0101du vai l\u012bdz\u012bgu izteicienu pied\u0113v\u0113 slavenai rakstniecei, un es tam piln\u012bb\u0101 piekr\u012btu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Darb\u012bba notiek Latvij\u0101, laik\u0101, kad sabruka PSRS. St\u0101st\u012bjuma m\u0113r\u0137is, ja par t\u0101du varam run\u0101t, ir par\u0101d\u012bt tos sp\u0113kus, iek\u0161\u0113jos un \u0101r\u0113jos, kam bija noteico\u0161\u0101 loma min\u0113taj\u0101s noris\u0113s. Nosaukums “Vladislava piedz\u012bvojumi” ir pagr\u0101bts no gaisa, bet st\u0101st\u0101 ir aizkuli\u0161u d\u0113kas ar spiegiem, noziedzniekiem un citiem sala\u0161\u0146\u0101m. \u0160o vidi nav iesp\u0113jams t\u0113lot bez rupj\u012bb\u0101m un necenz\u016bras. Br\u012bdinu, ka \u0161\u0101di izteiksmes l\u012bdzek\u013ci tekst\u0101 ir sastopami, tom\u0113r public\u0113t\u0101ji ir laipni aicin\u0101ti tekstu cenz\u0113t atbilsto\u0161i sav\u0101m pras\u012bb\u0101m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Man nav pieejams profesion\u0101ls redaktors latvie\u0161u valod\u0101, t\u0101p\u0113c esmu izbraucis tekstam cauri ar m\u0101ksl\u012bgo intelektu, un savu iesp\u0113ju robe\u017e\u0101s labojis stilu. Ta\u010du galvenais ir las\u012bt\u0101ju v\u0113rt\u0113jums, un, cerot uz to, es pied\u0101v\u0101ju sekojo\u0161o tekstu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

1.noda\u013ca. Eksek\u016bcija<\/p>\n\n\n\n

R\u012bga<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Piektdiena, 1984.gada 11.oktobris<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vec\u0101kais leitnants Vladislavs Bit\u0101ns atmod\u0101s drausm\u012bg\u0101s pa\u0123ir\u0101s. Vi\u0146\u0161 gul\u0113ja, aizv\u0113rt\u0101m ac\u012bm, cer\u012bb\u0101 v\u0113l uz br\u012bdi patverties mieg\u0101. Tom\u0113r aizmigt vairs nevar\u0113ja, un nepiel\u016bdzam\u0101 realit\u0101te skaudri pieteica savas ties\u012bbas. Ar p\u016bl\u0113m pav\u0113ris muti, vi\u0146\u0161 izdvesa kaut k\u0101du neartikul\u0113tu ska\u0146u. Mute bija sausa un m\u0113le p\u0101rkl\u0101ta it k\u0101 ar smil\u0161pap\u012bru, bet pa galvu v\u0113l l\u0113k\u0101ja vakardienas \u017evingu\u013ca atliekas. Ien\u0101ca pr\u0101t\u0101 vecais joks, ka dz\u0113r\u0101ja mut\u0113 pa nakti iek\u0101pis r\u016b\u0137\u012btis un piekak\u0101jis. Tagad bija t\u0101da saj\u016bta, it k\u0101 mut\u0113 butu atviegloju\u0161ies visi septi\u0146i r\u016b\u0137\u012b\u0161i, bet Sniegbalt\u012bte v\u0113l uzkais\u012bjusi hlorka\u013c\u0137i pa virsu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Piesardz\u012bgi pac\u0113lis galvu, Bit\u0101ns ba\u017e\u012bgi apl\u016bkoja apk\u0101rtni. T\u0101 bija dz\u012bvojam\u0101 istaba, kur vi\u0146\u0161 gul\u0113ja uz d\u012bv\u0101na, apsegts ar pledu. Nolaidis k\u0101jas uz gr\u012bdas un aps\u0113dies, Bit\u0101ns konstat\u0113ja, ka bikses k\u0101ds bija novilcis, un vi\u0146\u0161 s\u0113d\u0113ja vien\u0101s apak\u0161biks\u0113s, ze\u0137\u0113s un ar vakardienas sa\u0146urc\u012bto kreklu mugur\u0101. M\u0101ra bija vi\u0146u te nolikusi, kur\u0161 gan cits? Skumj\u0101kais bija tas, ka vi\u0146\u0161 neatcer\u0113j\u0101s, k\u0101 nok\u013cuva sav\u0101 dz\u012bvokl\u012b. Nok\u0101ris galvu, vi\u0146\u0161 ar \u0161ausm\u0101m gaid\u012bja sievas par\u0101d\u012b\u0161anos, uz ko nor\u0101d\u012bja klus\u0101 ros\u012bba gu\u013camistab\u0101.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0101ra bija gul\u0113jusi nomod\u0101, atv\u0113rt\u0101m ac\u012bm. Kad no dz\u012bvojam\u0101s istabas atskan\u0113ja tikko sadzirdamie trok\u0161\u0146i, vi\u0146a iededza naktslampu un pameta acis pulksten\u012b. “Ir laiks,” vi\u0146a nop\u016bt\u0101s un, iebraukusi \u010d\u012bb\u0101s bas\u0101s k\u0101jas, uzmeta uz pleciem hal\u0101tu un atv\u0113ra durvis. Ien\u0101kusi istab\u0101, M\u0101ra p\u0101rvietoj\u0101s draud\u012bg\u0101 mier\u0101. Klus\u0113jot aps\u0113dusies kr\u0113sl\u0101 iepretim v\u012bram, kur\u0161 atg\u0101din\u0101ja nelaimes \u010dupu, vi\u0146a skat\u012bj\u0101s uz to ar nefokus\u0113tu skatienu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Pulkstenis pussepti\u0146i, – vi\u0146a teica. Aiz daudzst\u0101vu dz\u012bvojam\u0101s m\u0101jas, t\u0101 saucam\u0101s hru\u0161\u010dovkas, otr\u0101 st\u0101va loga bija ataususi pel\u0113c\u012bga oktobra diena, kas sol\u012bja lietu. Klus\u0101s Purvciema ieli\u0146as namu zem\u0101kie st\u0101vi v\u0113l grima puskr\u0113sl\u0101 zem liepu lapotnes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Tu zini, ka \u0161odien ir darba diena?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0113\u017eot uz d\u012bv\u0101na noliektu galvu, Bit\u0101ns nedaudz paklan\u012bj\u0101s, kam vajadz\u0113ja noz\u012bm\u0113t piekri\u0161anu. Sp\u0113c\u012bgais organisms pamaz\u0101m s\u0101ka atj\u0113gties no bezsama\u0146as. Tom\u0113r no\u0161\u013cuku\u0161o plato plecu, izsp\u016bru\u0161o gai\u0161o matu un, galvenais, traum\u0113t\u0101s pa\u0161apzi\u0146as d\u0113\u013c vi\u0146\u0161 tagad atg\u0101din\u0101ja caurdurtu riepu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Nu, varb\u016bt tu man paskaidrosi? Tu atkal ierodies gal\u012bgi pill\u0101. Pareiz\u0101k sakot, tevi uz \u0161ejieni atved bezsama\u0146as st\u0101vokl\u012b. Tas turpin\u0101sies, vai t\u0101 man j\u0101saprot? – M\u0101ra turpin\u0101ja v\u0113si nopietn\u0101 ton\u012b, kas uzdzina \u0161ermu\u013cus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– K\u0101 m\u0113s t\u0101l\u0101k dz\u012bvosim, Vladislav?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vi\u0146i apprec\u0113j\u0101s pirms \u010detriem gadiem, un vi\u0146us uzskat\u012bja par veiksm\u012bgu jaunu p\u0101ri. Abiem tagad bija pa tr\u012bsdesmit vienam gadam, labs darbs ar karjeras perspekt\u012bvu, divistabu dz\u012bvoklis un pabraukts \u017eigulis, kas st\u0101v\u0113ja gara\u017e\u0101 net\u0101lu no m\u0101jas. B\u0113rnu nebija. M\u0101ra reiz\u0113m izvair\u012bgi piemin\u0113ja kaut ko par sievie\u0161u liet\u0101m un g\u0101ja uz konsult\u0101cij\u0101m. Savuk\u0101rt Vladislavs neko nejaut\u0101ja, jo klus\u012bb\u0101 baid\u012bj\u0101s no \u0161\u012bs t\u0113mas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Toreiz vi\u0146\u0161 bildin\u0101ja M\u0101ru Zilberi, kad p\u0113c juridisk\u0101s fakult\u0101tes beig\u0161anas nok\u013cuva \u010dek\u0101. Paties\u012bb\u0101, vi\u0146\u0161 nekad nebija dom\u0101jis k\u013c\u016bt par juristu, kur nu v\u0113l par \u010dekistu. No skolas laikiem Vladislava aizrau\u0161an\u0101s bija celtniec\u012bba, kur, s\u0101kdams k\u0101 izpal\u012bgs beton\u0113\u0161anas darbos, vi\u0146\u0161 nopeln\u012bja pirmo v\u0113r\u0101 \u0146emamo naudu. Piedal\u012b\u0161an\u0101s da\u017e\u0101daj\u0101s halt\u016br\u0101s deva sapratni par to, k\u0101 k\u0101rtot lietas, un pamaz\u0101m no pazi\u0146u pulci\u0146a izveidoj\u0101s celtnieku brig\u0101de, kas Balvu apk\u0101rtn\u0113 uz\u0146\u0113m\u0101s priv\u0101tus b\u016bvniec\u012bbas projektus. Tas bija se\u0161desmito gadu beig\u0101s un septi\u0146desmito gadu s\u0101kum\u0101, kad padomju iek\u0101rta aizliedza jebk\u0101du uz\u0146\u0113m\u0113jdarb\u012bbu, viss notika pusleg\u0101li, nor\u0113\u0137in\u0101j\u0101s ar skaidru naudu, bet celtniec\u012bbas materi\u0101lus, ma\u0161\u012bnas un transportu var\u0113ja dab\u016bt tikai pa blatu, kam savuk\u0101rt vajadz\u0113ja attiec\u012bgos kontaktus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u012asum\u0101, t\u0101 darboj\u0101s mazais bizness komunistu sist\u0113m\u0101, ko Vladislavs bija perfekti apguvis jau skolas gados. Paties\u012bb\u0101, vi\u0146am nebija ne jausmas par \u0161o sist\u0113mu, un vi\u0146am bija nosp\u013cauties uz komunistu iek\u0101rtu un visu, kas ar to saist\u012bts. Svar\u012bgi bija tas, ka visu, kam dz\u012bv\u0113 ir k\u0101da v\u0113rt\u012bba, vi\u0146\u0161 var\u0113ja ieg\u016bt, str\u0101d\u0101jot celtnieka darbu. Smagais darbs deva gan naudu, gan fizisko att\u012bst\u012bbu, un tas viss kop\u0101 noz\u012bm\u0113ja meite\u0146u piekri\u0161anu. Darba brig\u0101de un \u010domi bija v\u0113r\u0101 \u0146emams sp\u0113ks, ko respekt\u0113ja ne tikai vienaud\u017ei. Paz\u012b\u0161an\u0101s sag\u0101des kantoros, ma\u0161\u012bnu tehniskaj\u0101 stacij\u0101, transporta uz\u0146\u0113mum\u0101 un pat viet\u0113j\u0101 izpildkomitej\u0101 veidoja sabiedrisko statusu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pabeidzis skolu, Vladislavs \u013c\u0101v\u0101s \u0161ai straumei, kas l\u0113ni un nenov\u0113r\u0161ami nesa vi\u0146u viet\u0113j\u0101s klus\u0101s elites vid\u0113. Dz\u012bve sag\u0101d\u0101ja, ja ne glu\u017ei baudu, tad apmierin\u0101jumu noteikti, bet to p\u0101rtrauca iesaukums armij\u0101. Tas bija sagaid\u0101ms un nenov\u0113r\u0161ams, tom\u0113r, kad tas notika, Vladislavs bija piln\u012bb\u0101 izsists no ierastaj\u0101m slied\u0113m. Dienests PSRS robe\u017esardz\u0113 pamat\u012bgi izmain\u012bja vi\u0146a uzskatus, no kuriem galvenais bija tas, ka lietas nenotiek glu\u017ei t\u0101, k\u0101 vi\u0146\u0161 bija iedom\u0101jies sav\u0101 provinces jaunek\u013ca sapratn\u0113. Galvenais secin\u0101jums bija, ka j\u0101iet stud\u0113t augstskol\u0101.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tagad vi\u0146am bija viss, ko var v\u0113l\u0113ties vidusm\u0113ra padomju cilv\u0113ks. Tom\u0113r patlaban, pa\u0123irainam un <\/p>\n\n\n\n

no\u017e\u0113lojamam s\u0113\u017eot un gaidot sievas \u017e\u0113last\u012bbu, vi\u0146am k\u0101rt\u0113jo reizi uzn\u0101ca nepanesam\u0101 saj\u016bta, ka dz\u012bv\u0113 viss ir piln\u012bgi nepareizi. Kur palikusi br\u012bv\u012bbas saj\u016bta, pa\u0161apzi\u0146a un veiksme, kas bija toreiz Balvos? Tad jaun\u012bb\u0101 vi\u0146u respekt\u0113ja vienaud\u017ei, meitenes bezmaz vai dievin\u0101ja, bet tagad vi\u0146\u0161 ir gatavs iel\u012bst zem\u0113 sievietes priek\u0161\u0101, pret kuru vi\u0146am vairs nav nek\u0101du j\u016btu. Vi\u0146\u0161 nebija tiecies p\u0113c \u0161\u0101das dz\u012bves. Viss, kas notika p\u0113c atgrie\u0161an\u0101s no armijas liekas k\u0101 neveiksmju virkne un sagad\u012b\u0161an\u0101s. K\u0101p\u0113c vi\u0146\u0161 toreiz no RPI celtniec\u012bbas fakult\u0101tes nok\u013cuva LVU juristos? K\u0101 vi\u0146\u0161, velns par\u0101vis, p\u0113c tam nok\u013cuva \u010dek\u0101? Arvien vair\u0101k nostiprin\u0101j\u0101s p\u0101rliec\u012bba, ka vistuv\u0101kie cilv\u0113ki, taj\u0101 skait\u0101 M\u0101ra un vecie draugi ir savulaik pacentu\u0161ies, lai vi\u0146a dz\u012bve ievirz\u012btos tie\u0161i t\u0101.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tas l\u012bdzin\u0101j\u0101s vaj\u0101\u0161anas m\u0101nijai vai paranojai, k\u0101 to sauca vi\u0146a kol\u0113\u0123i no piekt\u0101s da\u013cas, kuri nodarboj\u0101s ar vis\u0101du, sist\u0113mas nem\u012bl\u0113tu tipu tramd\u012b\u0161anu. \u010cekas \u017eargon\u0101 tas sauc\u0101s “darbs ar cilv\u0113kiem”. Vladislavs nedaudz pazina vienu no tiem, kuri nodarboj\u0101s ar cilv\u0113ku reput\u0101cijas un karjeras grau\u0161anu, izn\u012bcinot \u0123imenes un p\u0101rv\u0113r\u0161ot dz\u012bvi ell\u0113. Vi\u0146\u0161 toreiz bija naivi jaut\u0101jis, vai tie\u0161\u0101m vaj\u0101tie \u013caudis ir kaut k\u0101d\u0101 veid\u0101 b\u012bstami? Pazi\u0146a apvelt\u012bja Vladislavu ar no\u017e\u0113las pilnu skatienu un paskaidroja k\u0101 piln\u012bgam nej\u0113gam: “Da k\u0101di tur b\u012bstami? Tos mudakus var visus \u0146emt un likt pa taisno psihen\u0113. Bija reiz cilv\u0113ki, bet vairs nav, saprati?”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vladislavu m\u0101ca nojauta, ka vi\u0146\u0161 pamaz\u0101m k\u013c\u016bst par \u0161\u0101du mudaku. Dz\u012bve rit\u0113ja nep\u0101rtraukt\u0101 stres\u0101 un bail\u0113s, ka priek\u0161niec\u012bba atkl\u0101s vi\u0146a kluso dzer\u0161anu un izmet\u012bs no silt\u0101s vietas St\u016bra m\u0101jas izmekl\u0113\u0161anas da\u013c\u0101. M\u0101ra no vi\u0146a \u0161\u0137irsies, un vi\u0146\u0161 zaud\u0113s visu, kam dz\u012bv\u0113 ir re\u0101la v\u0113rt\u012bba – paz\u012b\u0161anos un blatus, dz\u012bvokli, \u017eiguli, gar\u0101\u017eu, paiku… Vi\u0146u nos\u016bt\u012bs darb\u0101 uz provinci, uz nodz\u0113ru\u0161os dz\u012bvi bez jebk\u0101d\u0101m izredz\u0113m un perspekt\u012bvas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0101ra p\u0101rtrauca klusumu un turpin\u0101ja, p\u0101rejot uz augst\u0101kiem to\u0146iem:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Nu ko, parun\u0101t nevari? Nekas, padom\u0101, atbild\u0113t tev vajadz\u0113s. Varb\u016bt tom\u0113r pateiksi, k\u0101d\u0101 sakar\u0101 bija svin\u012bbas?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Khm, viens \u010doms, nu Romka, zini, zvaigzn\u012bti dab\u016bja kl\u0101t. Atz\u012bm\u0113j\u0101m, t\u0101 san\u0101ca…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– San\u0101ca gan, Vladislav. Kuriem tad san\u0101ca?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Nu k\u0101, pans Kozlovskis bija pats, tad v\u0113l Va\u013cera, tu vi\u0146u nezini. Du\u0123iks bija ar\u012b…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ah\u0101, Du\u0123iks, k\u0101 tad! Visa dz\u0113r\u0101ju varza atkal kop\u0101. Starp citu, Du\u0123iks tevi vakar nakt\u012b atvilka m\u0101j\u0101s, t\u0101pat k\u0101 pag\u0101ju\u0161o reizi. Tas jau ir k\u0101 paradums, noliek pie durv\u012bm, piezvana un tinas prom. Sa\u0146emiet p\u0101rsteiguma d\u0101vani\u0146u, t\u0101 sakot.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0101ra parak\u0146\u0101j\u0101s pa hal\u0101ta kabat\u0101m, izvilka cigare\u0161u paci\u0146u un pa\u0146\u0113ma cigareti. Tom\u0113r aizsm\u0113\u0137\u0113t neizdev\u0101s, jo nevar\u0113ja atrast \u0161\u0137iltavas. Tas saniknoja vi\u0146u v\u0113l vair\u0101k. Nometusi cigareti, M\u0101ra turpin\u0101ja ar nelab\u0101m tr\u012bs\u0101m bals\u012b, kas v\u0113st\u012bja par hist\u0113rijas tuvo\u0161anos:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Tu vi\u0146am pasaki, lai n\u0101kamo reizi tevi iesai\u0146o d\u0101vanu kast\u0113. Iztaisa caurumus gaisam, p\u0101rsien ar roz\u0101 lenti, visu k\u0101 pien\u0101kas. Ar pieg\u0101di m\u0101j\u0101s, – vi\u0146a apklusa, jo \u0161\u0137iltavas atrad\u0101s, un, aizsm\u0113\u0137\u0113jusi, M\u0101ra it k\u0101 nomierin\u0101j\u0101s un turpin\u0101ja:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Kur ta dz\u0113r\u0101t?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tas nu bija par traku. Pirmo reizi kop\u0161 sarunas s\u0101kuma Vladislavs pac\u0113la skatienu uz dz\u012bvesbiedri. Skatiens bija reiz\u0113 l\u016bdzo\u0161s un br\u012bdino\u0161s, tas teica: “M\u0101ra, l\u016bdzu nevajag.” Tom\u0113r lik\u0101s, ka vi\u0146a jau zaud\u0113jusi realit\u0101tes izj\u016btu, jo pac\u0113la balsi l\u012bdz kliedziena decibeliem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Tu ko, dom\u0101 man muti aizb\u0101zt?! Tu dom\u0101, es nezinu, ko j\u016bs tajos kanspirat\u012bvajos dz\u012bvok\u013cos darat? Dzer\u0161anai un mauc\u012bbai tie ir paredz\u0113ti, vai ne t\u0101 Vladi? T\u0101 tu dom\u0101, vai ne? Interesanti, vai tava <\/p>\n\n\n\n

priek\u0161niec\u012bba ar\u012b t\u0101pat dom\u0101? A? Vai mums tagad valod\u0101 ir jauns termins, saka, nevis “pritons”, bet “konspirat\u012bvais dz\u012bvoklis”?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vladislavs izmisum\u0101 sa\u0137\u0113ra galvu un klus\u0113jot r\u0101d\u012bja ar pirkstu uz logiem, durv\u012bm un sien\u0101m. Sak, l\u016bdzu klus\u0101k, k\u0101ds var sadzird\u0113t. Ta\u010du p\u0113c b\u016bt\u012bbas M\u0101rai bija piln\u012bga taisn\u012bba. Nebija \u0113rt\u0101kas vietas par konspirat\u012bvajiem dz\u012bvok\u013ciem, lai r\u012bkotu neofici\u0101las san\u0101k\u0161anas, pas\u0113d\u0113\u0161anas, dropes, atz\u012bm\u0113\u0161anas, k\u0101 ar\u012b int\u012bmas tik\u0161an\u0101s. Ar nosac\u012bjumu, ka dz\u012bvok\u013ca tur\u0113t\u0101js bija norm\u0101ls cilv\u0113ks, ar kuru var\u0113ja sarun\u0101t, motiv\u0113jot ar labumiem, k\u0101di toreiz bija. Run\u0101ja, ka atsevi\u0161\u0137\u0101m noda\u013c\u0101m ir konspirat\u012bvie dz\u012bvok\u013ci vai t\u0101 saucam\u0101s hatas ar lieto\u0161anas grafiku un oblig\u0101t\u0101m instrukcij\u0101m pie sienas – nov\u0101kt aiz sevis, nomain\u012bt ve\u013cu… ar v\u0101rdu sakot, lai n\u0101kamajam lietot\u0101jam b\u016btu pat\u012bkami, un dz\u012bvok\u013ca tur\u0113t\u0101jam neb\u016btu iebildumu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tikm\u0113r M\u0101ra turpin\u0101ja kliegt, un satrakoj\u0101s pa \u012bstam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Varb\u016bt tev atg\u0101din\u0101t, ka mums jau ned\u0113\u013c\u0101m nekas nav bijis. K\u0101p\u0113c t\u0101, Vladislav? Varb\u016bt paskaidrosi, k\u0101p\u0113c tev vienm\u0113r ir uz pusse\u0161iem? Es tev pateik\u0161u. T\u0101p\u0113c, ka tev \u0161maras pr\u0101t\u0101, c\u016bka t\u0101ds!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vi\u0146a piel\u0113ca k\u0101j\u0101s, un, noliekusies pie v\u012bra, run\u0101ja vi\u0146am tie\u0161i sej\u0101, un bals\u012b jau var\u0113ja saklaus\u012bt naidu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ko tu dom\u0101, \u043d\u0430 \u0442\u0435\u0431\u044f \u0443\u043f\u0440\u0430\u0432\u044b \u043d\u0435\u0442? Es tev iem\u0101c\u012b\u0161u \u0440\u043e\u0434\u0438\u043d\u0443 \u043b\u044e\u0431\u0438\u0442\u044c, \u0441\u0432\u043e\u043b\u043e\u0447\u044c! \u041f\u043e\u0434 \u0430\u043c\u043e\u0440\u0430\u043b\u043a\u0443 \u043f\u043e\u0439\u0434\u0451\u0448\u044c!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0101rai bija paradums gal\u0113ja satraukuma br\u012b\u017eos p\u0101riet uz krievu valodu. Vladislavs no pieredzes zin\u0101ja, ka krieviskie izteikumi j\u0101uztver nopietni. Tas dro\u0161i vien bija mantojums no vi\u0146as t\u0113va, kur\u0161 latviski vai nu neprata pavisam, vai ar\u012b izlik\u0101s, ka nesaprot un nerun\u0101. T\u0113vs nomira gadu pirms vi\u0146u k\u0101z\u0101m ar kaut k\u0101du hronisku kaiti, kuras d\u0113\u013c vi\u0146\u0161 bija atva\u013cin\u0101ts no dienesta. Vladislavs bija ticies ar vi\u0146u p\u0101ris reizes, tom\u0113r nojauta, ka tie\u0161i t\u0113vs bija ielicis meit\u0101 rakstura \u012bpa\u0161\u012bbas, kuras vi\u0146\u0161 patlaban izbaud\u012bja uz savas \u0101das.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vladislavs atcer\u0113j\u0101s, k\u0101 M\u0101ra iepaz\u012bstin\u0101ja ar saviem vec\u0101kiem. Vi\u0146i dz\u012bvoja lab\u0101 tr\u012bsistabu dz\u012bvokl\u012b R\u012bgas klusaj\u0101 centr\u0101 Jankas Kupalas iel\u0101. Turpat blakus Kronvalda park\u0101 atrad\u0101s tikko uzcelt\u0101 jaun\u0101 partijas centr\u0101lkomitejas \u0113ka. Antur\u0101\u017ea bija nospiedo\u0161a. Respektabl\u0101 dz\u012bvok\u013ca durv\u012bs vi\u0146us sagaid\u012bja M\u0101ras m\u0101te Olga. Vi\u0146a run\u0101ja un p\u0101rvietoj\u0101s klusi, kaut k\u0101 gar\u0101m ejot, uzsmaid\u012bja Vladislavam, tom\u0113r vair\u012bj\u0101s ieskat\u012bties ac\u012bs. Abas ar M\u0101ru p\u0101rmija da\u017eus v\u0101rdus, ka t\u0113vs \u0161odien j\u016btas labi, un vi\u0146a istab\u0101 var iet. P\u0113c da\u017e\u0101m min\u016bt\u0113m, kas bija vajadz\u012bgas, lai sagatavotos, Vladislavu aicin\u0101ja t\u0113va istab\u0101.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Istaba vair\u0101k l\u012bdzin\u0101j\u0101s kabinetam ar ant\u012bk\u0101m m\u0113bel\u0113m, kuru vid\u016b izc\u0113l\u0101s rakst\u0101mgalds un gr\u0101matu plaukti, kas aiz\u0146\u0113ma visas sienas. Istaba bija nedaudz p\u0101rbl\u012bv\u0113ta ar izmekl\u0113t\u0101m, un neap\u0161aub\u0101mi d\u0101rg\u0101m mant\u0101m. Viss bija veidots t\u0101, lai atst\u0101tu iespaidu uz ciemi\u0146iem. Attiec\u012bb\u0101 uz Vladislavu tas bija izdevies, un vi\u0146\u0161 arvien vair\u0101k juta v\u0113lmi aizb\u0113gt no \u0161\u012bs grezn\u012bbas kaut kur svaig\u0101 gais\u0101. Pats kabineta saimnieks s\u0113d\u0113ja liel\u0101 atzveltnes kr\u0113sl\u0101, ar seju pret logu. Kad M\u0101ra st\u0101d\u012bja priek\u0161\u0101 Vladislavu, vi\u0146\u0161, pa pusei pagriezies pret istabu, pastiepa roku sveicienam un teica: “\u0414\u043b\u044f \u0442\u0435\u0431\u044f \u041c\u0438\u0445\u0430\u043b \u0421\u0435\u043c\u0451\u043d\u044b\u0447.”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nevar\u0113ja saprast, vai tas noz\u012bm\u0113ja labv\u0113l\u012bbas izpausmi, vai glu\u017ei pret\u0113ji, tas bija m\u0113\u0123in\u0101jums nolikt pie vietas. Slimais namat\u0113vs neizr\u0101dija nek\u0101du emp\u0101tiju, saglab\u0101jot piln\u012bgi neitr\u0101lu sejas izteiksmi un balss tembru. Jebkur\u0101 gad\u012bjum\u0101, Vladislavs juta atvieglojumu, kad vecais l\u016bdza vi\u0146u atvainot, jo nej\u016btas labi, un p\u0113c da\u017e\u0101m piekl\u0101j\u012bbas fr\u0101z\u0113m vi\u0146i ar M\u0101ru atkal nok\u013cuva uz ielas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Otr\u0101 nosac\u012bt\u0101 tik\u0161an\u0101s ar veco Zilberu bija b\u0113r\u0113s. Toreiz vi\u0146i ar M\u0101ru bija stabils p\u0101ris, bet prec\u012bbas pagaid\u0101m bija atliktas M\u0101ras nost\u0101jas d\u0113\u013c – Vladim vispirms j\u0101dab\u016b k\u0101rt\u012bgs darbs ar skaidr\u012bbu par <\/p>\n\n\n\n

dz\u012bvokli, lai uzreiz var s\u0101kt dz\u012bvot pa \u012bstam. B\u0113r\u0113s pavad\u012bt\u0101ju vid\u016b Vladislavs bija k\u0101 \u0123imenes loceklis. Sa\u0146emot l\u012bdzjut\u012bbas, vi\u0146a n\u0101kam\u0101 sievasm\u0101te Olga, turot vi\u0146a roku sav\u0113j\u0101, pirmo reizi cie\u0161i paskat\u012bj\u0101s ac\u012bs un teica: “Vi\u0146\u0161 \u013coti grib\u0113ja d\u0113lu.”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0160\u012b fr\u0101ze bija palikusi lab\u0101 atmi\u0146\u0101, bet ej nu sazini, ko tas paties\u012bb\u0101 noz\u012bm\u0113ja. Vai tam ir k\u0101ds sakars ar sc\u0113nu, kas patlaban risin\u0101j\u0101s vi\u0146u dz\u012bvokl\u012b? Lai nu k\u0101, bet to vajadz\u0113ja izbeigt un posties uz darbu. Vladislavs nol\u0113ma m\u0113\u0123in\u0101t p\u0101r\u0146emt iniciat\u012bvu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– M\u0101ra, l\u016bdzu nomierinies un paklausies, ko es tev teik\u0161u. J\u0101, man ir probl\u0113mas un es j\u016btos slikti. Paties\u012bb\u0101, es pats grib\u0113ju ar tevi parun\u0101t, bet… Redzi, man \u0161\u0137iet, ka es nevaru… mans darbs nav man piem\u0113rots, un es t\u0101 vairs nevaru turpin\u0101t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0101ra izsl\u0113j\u0101s, iepleta acis un \u0101kst\u012bg\u0101 izbr\u012bn\u0101 sakramp\u0113ja rokas uz kr\u016bt\u012bm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ak tu m\u012b un \u017e\u0113, sv\u0113tais moceklis atradies! Tu nezin\u0101ji, uz kurieni ej str\u0101d\u0101t, durik? Uz labdar\u012bbas biedr\u012bbu? Vai varb\u016bt uz nevain\u012bgo jaunavu pansiju? Darbs vi\u0146am neesot piem\u0113rots! A dz\u012bvoklis tev ir piem\u0113rots? A \u017eigulis, paika, gar\u0101\u017ea? Sabiedriskais st\u0101voklis, sakari, gods, cie\u0146a un respekts? Vai varb\u016bt tu gribi, lai m\u0113s b\u016btu pel\u0113k\u0101s niec\u012bbas, k\u0101du ir miljoni, bez ties\u012bb\u0101m, cer\u012bb\u0101m, naudas un n\u0101kotnes? Kam var uzsp\u013caut ik viens, kam ien\u0101k pr\u0101t\u0101?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vi\u0146a atkrita kr\u0113sl\u0101 un, it k\u0101 nesp\u0113k\u0101, pac\u0113la acis uz griestiem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Zini, man \u0161\u0137iet, ka esmu apprec\u0113jusi neveiksminieku. Esmu izdar\u012bjusi visu, kas manos sp\u0113kos, esmu sag\u0101d\u0101jusi tev darbu, dz\u012bvokli, izvedusi tevi cilv\u0113kos. Vien\u012bgais, ko tu esi ieguld\u012bjis m\u016bsu labkl\u0101j\u012bb\u0101 ir smiekl\u012bgie se\u0161simt rub\u013ci \u017eigulim. P\u0101r\u0113jo n\u0101c\u0101s \u0146emt no t\u0113va atst\u0101t\u0101s naudas. Nu labi, b\u016btu v\u0113l k\u0101rt\u012bgs \u017eigulis, bet tas ir l\u016bznis, kas jau m\u0113nesi nav braucams un st\u0101v gar\u0101\u017e\u0101.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– M\u0101ra, man apsol\u012bja p\u0113c ned\u0113\u013cas autoservis\u0101…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Nu l\u016bk, v\u0113l viens kret\u012bnisma piem\u0113rs, – M\u0101ra it k\u0101 v\u0113rs\u0101s pie neredzamas auditorijas. – Tev uz pieres rakst\u012bts, ka \u0161itam jefi\u0146am var sol\u012bt visu, kas ien\u0101k pr\u0101t\u0101. \u0145u\u0146\u0146a.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vi\u0146a atkal aizsm\u0113\u0137\u0113ja un izp\u016bta d\u016bmus griestos.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Es tev pateik\u0161u, kas tu esi, Vladik. Tu esi krohobors, kas staig\u0101 apk\u0101rt cer\u012bb\u0101, ka izdosies atrast k\u0101du drupatu. Vai ar\u012b k\u0101ds iedos. Pasaki man, k\u0101p\u0113c Kuc\u0101ni brauc ar jaun\u0101k\u0101s markas \u017eiguli, bet m\u0113s jau tr\u012bs gadus kratamies ar veco klaberkasti?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– A t\u0101p\u0113c, ka Kuc\u0101ns ir karjerists, slu\u017ebists vi\u0146\u0161 ir! Kreklu dups\u012b rauj…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– A man pie dirsas, ko vi\u0146\u0161 tur rauj. Man vajadz\u012bgs rezult\u0101ts, bet rezult\u0101ta nav.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vladislavs ietur\u0113ja pauzi, jo v\u0113l\u0113j\u0101s izbeigt bezj\u0113dz\u012bgo lam\u0101\u0161anos. Vi\u0146\u0161 m\u0113\u0123in\u0101ja sa\u0146emties, lai noformul\u0113tu savas domas, un \u0161\u012b saruna var\u0113tu non\u0101kt pie k\u0101da lo\u0123iska nosl\u0113guma.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Tev taisn\u012bba, un es netaisos ar tevi str\u012bd\u0113ties. Redzi, dz\u012bv\u0113 ir ne tikai karjera, nauda un mantas. Ja m\u0113s esam cilv\u0113ki, mums katram ir savs aicin\u0101jums, ko m\u0113s gribam un kas mums padodas vislab\u0101k. Man t\u0101 bija celtniec\u012bba, bet san\u0101ca k\u013c\u016bt par juristu. Labi, lai t\u0101 b\u016btu, bet tad es ar\u012b gribu str\u0101d\u0101t \u012bstu jurista darbu. K\u0101 man teica, \u010deka izmekl\u0113 lielus, valstiski svar\u012bgus noziegumus: val\u016bta, spiegi, band\u012bti… Bet k\u0101 ir paties\u012bb\u0101? Ir t\u0101, ka priek\u0161niec\u012bba man pasaka jau iepriek\u0161, k\u0101dam j\u0101b\u016bt izmekl\u0113\u0161anas rezult\u0101tam, kur\u0161 vain\u012bgs, kur\u0161 n\u0113, un k\u0101 pareizi sarakst\u012bt pap\u012brus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0101ra klus\u0113ja, p\u0101rsteigta par \u0161iem runas pl\u016bdiem. T\u0101 jau saka, ka da\u017eam iedvesma n\u0101k uz poh\u0101m, un te ir dz\u012bvs piem\u0113rs. Tikm\u0113r vi\u0146as v\u012brs, klus\u0113\u0161anas iedro\u0161in\u0101ts, turpin\u0101ja: <\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ja m\u0113s pie\u0146emam neliet\u012bbu un stulbumu k\u0101 normu, m\u0113s vairs neesam cilv\u0113ki. Tu man jaut\u0101ji, vai es nezin\u0101ju, uz kurieni eju str\u0101d\u0101t, un es tev atbildu: es tik tie\u0161\u0101m nezin\u0101ju, ka eju uz vietu, kur neliet\u012bba un stulbums ir norma. \u010cek\u0101 str\u0101d\u0101 tikai t\u0101di, kuri to jau ir pie\u0146\u0113mu\u0161i pirms st\u0101\u0161an\u0101s darb\u0101. Nav runa par kaut k\u0101du izv\u0113li, k\u0101 tu saki, bet ir at\u0161\u0137ir\u012bba \u010dekistu attieksm\u0113 pret savu darbu. K\u0101di devi\u0146desmit procenti tie\u0161\u0101m cent\u012bgi ietur l\u012bniju un zina, ka par neliet\u012bb\u0101m un stulbumu vi\u0146i sa\u0146ems zvaign\u012btes uzple\u010dos, naudu, dz\u012bvok\u013cus, ma\u0161\u012bnas un citus labumus. V\u0113l k\u0101di devi\u0146i procenti dara to pa\u0161u, un cen\u0161as nopeln\u012bt v\u0113l papildus. Un v\u0113l ir pavisam nedaudzi, varb\u016bt da\u017ei cilv\u0113ki, kuri ar\u012b cen\u0161as izmantot sist\u0113mu sava labuma g\u016b\u0161anai, bet p\u0113c iesp\u0113jas izvair\u0101s no neliet\u012bb\u0101m. Ir skaidrs, ka no \u010dekas prom vi\u0146i netiks, t\u0101p\u0113c vi\u0146i cen\u0161as g\u016bt maksim\u0101lo labumu sev, nodarot minim\u0101lu \u013caunumu citiem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tagad Vladislavs juta, ka ir zirg\u0101, t\u0101p\u0113c p\u0101rg\u0101ja atkl\u0101t\u0101 uzbrukum\u0101.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Tad l\u016bk, man ir saj\u016bta, ka Du\u0123iks, Romka un ar\u012b Va\u013cera pieder pie \u0161\u012bs p\u0113d\u0113j\u0101s kategorijas. Vi\u0146i visi ir vec\u0101ki un pieredz\u0113ju\u0161\u0101ki par mani, un es j\u016btu, ka sav\u0101 b\u016bt\u012bb\u0101 vi\u0146i norm\u0101li ve\u010di, no kuriem vajag m\u0101c\u012bties. Starp citu, vakar es biju vien\u012bgais, kur\u0161 piedz\u0113r\u0101s. T\u0101 ir mana probl\u0113ma, es v\u0113l daudz ko nesaprotu un p\u0101rdz\u012bvoju. Ar\u012b m\u0113s ar tevi viens otru vairs nesaprotam, un man tas ir smagi. Es tevi l\u016bdzu, piedod man un saproti, ka tikai kop\u0101 m\u0113s varam m\u0113\u0123in\u0101t kaut k\u0101 izdz\u012bvot \u0161aj\u0101 purv\u0101.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0101ra dom\u012bgi klaus\u012bj\u0101s un sm\u0113\u0137\u0113ja.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Tu esi lo\u0123iska un praktiska, es dom\u0101ju, tu mani saprat\u012bsi. Turkl\u0101t, run\u0101, ka b\u016bs lielas p\u0101rmai\u0146as. Esi ta\u010du dzird\u0113jusi, vai ne? Ka b\u016bs tas Andropova gatavotais Gorba\u010dovs…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0101ra nodz\u0113sa cigareti, paskat\u012bj\u0101s pulksten\u012b un p\u0101rtrauca v\u012bru pusv\u0101rd\u0101.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Par politiku parun\u0101sim citreiz, bet tagad pulkstenis jau p\u0101ri septi\u0146iem…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– M\u0101ra, pagaidi, tu man uzdevi daudzus jaut\u0101jumus, es ar\u012b gribu tev kaut ko pajaut\u0101t. Ja tu v\u0113lies, lai es k\u013c\u016bstu par ide\u0101lu \u010dekistu, tas ir gal\u012bgi gar\u0101m. Tu ta\u010du paz\u012bsti Sergeju Mi\u010duli? Nu, izmekl\u0113\u0161anas da\u013cas priek\u0161nieku. Vi\u0146\u0161 ir k\u0101 ma\u0161\u012bna, prec\u012bzi dod r\u012bkojumus un kontrol\u0113 izpildi. Vienm\u0113r perfekt\u0101 pel\u0113k\u0101 uzvalk\u0101 un \u0161lips\u0113, gludin\u0101t\u0101 krekl\u0101, viks\u0113t\u0101s kurp\u0113s. Pat acis vi\u0146am pel\u0113kas, nekad nek\u0101du emociju, skat\u0101s tev\u012b ar zivs skatienu. Vai tu v\u0113lies sev t\u0101du v\u012bru, M\u0101ra?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Es v\u0113los v\u012brieti, nevis lupatu un impotentu. Tagad laiks kopties uz darbu, bet pie sarunas m\u0113s v\u0113l atgriez\u012bsimies. Uz manu galveno jaut\u0101jumu, k\u0101 m\u0113s turpm\u0101k dz\u012bvosim, tu neatbild\u0113ji.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0101ra piec\u0113l\u0101s un dev\u0101s uz virtuvi, un pa ce\u013cam ikdieni\u0161\u0137\u0101 ton\u012b noteica:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Davai, Vladik, mar\u0161 uz vannu, un lai p\u0113c desmit min\u016bt\u0113m b\u016btu k\u0101 gur\u0137\u012btis.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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M\u0101ras Bit\u0101nes darba vieta bija izgl\u012bt\u012bbas ministrijas p\u0101rvalde, kas nodarboj\u0101s ar skol\u0101m un skolot\u0101jiem. Pareiz\u0101k sakot, ar skolot\u0101ju izvieto\u0161anu pa skol\u0101m. Vi\u0146a ikdien\u0101 kontakt\u0113ja ar skolu vad\u012bbu, kadru inspektoriem un cit\u0101m atbild\u012bg\u0101m person\u0101m. Jaun\u0101s mai\u0146as gatavo\u0161ana bija noz\u012bm\u012bga padomju komunistiskajam re\u017e\u012bmam, un bija svar\u012bgi, lai ar to nodarbotos uzticami cilv\u0113ki. Vismaz, lai uzticamie b\u016btu pie teik\u0161anas, bet p\u0101r\u0113jie vilktu m\u0101c\u012bbu darba vezumu. It sevi\u0161\u0137i tas attiec\u0101s uz lielo pils\u0113tu, pirmk\u0101rt R\u012bgas skol\u0101m, un it \u012bpa\u0161i uz R\u012bgas centra skol\u0101m. Sist\u0113ma cen\u0161as salikt cilv\u0113kus pa plaukti\u0146iem jau b\u0113rn\u012bb\u0101. Tas aiztaupa darbu n\u0101kotn\u0113, kad, sasniedzot apzin\u012bgu vecumu, cilv\u0113ki tiecas veidot savu dz\u012bvi pa\u0161i.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Taj\u0101 r\u012bt\u0101 vi\u0146i abi ar Vladislavu reiz\u0113 izg\u0101ja no m\u0101j\u0101m, bet uz darbu dev\u0101s katrs ar savu sabiedrisko <\/p>\n\n\n\n

transportu. Vladislavs dev\u0101s uz savu darba vietu \u013be\u0146ina un Engelsa ielu St\u016bra m\u0101j\u0101.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Braucot trolejbus\u0101, vi\u0146\u0161 ar satraukumu konstat\u0113ja, ka pa\u0123iras g\u0101\u017eas virs\u016b pa \u012bstam. Brokast\u012bs izdzert\u0101 kafija ar sviestmaizi izrais\u012bja organisma reakciju, kas izpaud\u0101s k\u0101 paaugstin\u0101ts asinsspiediens ar vis\u0101m nodev\u012bgi redzamaj\u0101m paz\u012bm\u0113m. Sej\u0101 par\u0101d\u012bj\u0101s nevesel\u012bgs s\u0101rtums ar vieglu t\u016bsku, bet ac\u012bs, dro\u0161i vien, bija rakstur\u012bgais gl\u0101\u017eainais sp\u012bdums.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vladislavs dal\u012bja darba kabinetu ar v\u0113l diviem izmekl\u0113t\u0101jiem. Bez vi\u0146a tur bija ar\u012b J\u0101nis Kvies\u012btis, izmekl\u0113\u0161anas veter\u0101ns, kur\u0161 no skata atg\u0101din\u0101ja K\u0101rli Ulmani. Otrs kabineta biedrs bija kalsnais un meln\u012bgsn\u0113jais Anastasijs Kakis-Zakis, vair\u0101k paz\u012bstams ar iesauku Dubultzv\u0113rs. \u0160o iesauku lietoja aizmuguriski, bet kl\u0101tien\u0113 vi\u0146u sauca par Stasi. Sasveicin\u0101jies ar abiem, Vladislavs dev\u0101s uz tualeti, lai v\u0113lreiz r\u016bp\u012bgi apskat\u012btu sevi spogul\u012b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tur vi\u0146\u0161 gandr\u012bz vai saskr\u0113j\u0101s ar Val\u0113riju Fomenko, kuru visi k\u0101 viens sauca par Va\u013ceru. Nev\u012b\u017e\u012bg\u0101 paskata un va\u013c\u012bg\u0101s uzved\u012bbas d\u0113\u013c vi\u0146\u0161 atg\u0101din\u0101ja hulig\u0101nu. Aiz \u0161\u012bs \u0101rienes sl\u0113p\u0101s pieredz\u0113jis operat\u012bvais darbinieks, kur\u0161 savu izcilo sp\u0113ju d\u0113\u013c bija non\u0101cis \u010dek\u0101 no iek\u0161lietu sist\u0113mas. Va\u013cera nekav\u0113joties nov\u0113rt\u0113ja situ\u0101ciju.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u0427\u0451 \u0443 \u0442\u0435\u0431\u044f \u043c\u043e\u0440\u0434\u0430 \u043a\u0432\u0430\u0434\u0440\u0430\u0442\u043d\u0430\u044f? \u041d\u0430\u0436\u0440\u0430\u043b\u0441\u044f \u0432\u0447\u0435\u0440\u0430, \u0447\u0442\u043e \u043b\u0438?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Operat\u012bv\u0101 darba \u0123\u0113nijam viss bija k\u0101 uz delnas. Vakar vi\u0146\u0161 bija aizg\u0101jis no iedzer\u0161anas pirmais, kad Vladis v\u0113l nebija gal\u012bgi piedz\u0113ries. Tagad Va\u013cera run\u0101ja klusi, un, pien\u0101cis kl\u0101t, uzman\u012bgi ost\u012bja gaisu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u0422\u044b \u0432\u043e\u0442 \u0447\u0442\u043e, \u0431\u0443\u0434\u044c \u043e\u0441\u0442\u043e\u0440\u043e\u0436\u0435\u043d, \u043d\u0435\u0441\u0451\u0442 \u043e\u0442 \u0442\u0435\u0431\u044f \u0447\u0443\u0442\u043e\u043a. \u0410 \u0442\u043e \u0437\u0430\u0433\u0440\u0435\u043c\u0438\u0448\u044c \u043f\u043e\u0434 \u0444\u0430\u043d\u0444\u0430\u0440\u044b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Parak\u0146\u0101jies pa jakas kabat\u0101m, vi\u0146\u0161 izvilka t\u0101du k\u0101 z\u0101\u013cu kapsulu. Atskr\u016bv\u0113jis v\u0101ci\u0146u, Va\u013cera izkrat\u012bja divas tabletes un iespieda Vladim sauj\u0101.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u041d\u0430, \u0440\u0430\u0437\u0436\u0443\u0439 \u0438 \u0441\u0433\u043b\u043e\u0442\u043d\u0438. \u042d\u0442\u043e \u0432\u044b\u0445\u043b\u043e\u043f \u0433\u0430\u0441\u0438\u0442.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0100tri noskalojis rokas, vi\u0146\u0161 uzsita Vladim pa plecu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u0421\u043e\u0437\u0432\u043e\u043d\u0438\u043c\u0441\u044f \u0432 \u0432\u044b\u0445\u043e\u0434\u043d\u044b\u0435, \u0434\u0435\u043b\u043e \u0435\u0441\u0442\u044c.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Atgriezies kabinet\u0101, Vladis iz\u0146\u0113ma no seifa pap\u012brus un iedzi\u013cin\u0101j\u0101s lietas materi\u0101lu las\u012b\u0161an\u0101. Paties\u012bb\u0101, t\u0101 bija izlik\u0161an\u0101s, jo pa\u0123iru sindroma izrais\u012bt\u0101s cie\u0161anas padar\u012bja neiesp\u0113jamu jebk\u0101du j\u0113gpilnu darb\u012bbu. Vi\u0146\u0161 \u0161\u0137irst\u012bja pap\u012brus uz priek\u0161u un atpaka\u013c, p\u0101rlas\u012bja v\u0113lreiz. Tur nebija daudz ko las\u012bt, vi\u0146am bija skaidras instrukcijas, kas un k\u0101 j\u0101raksta l\u0113mum\u0101. K\u0101d\u0101 br\u012bd\u012b vi\u0146\u0161 pat dom\u0101ja s\u0113sties pie rakst\u0101mma\u0161\u012bnas, lai druk\u0101tu pierastos v\u0101rdus “\u0421\u0435\u043a\u0440\u0435\u0442\u043d\u043e. \u041f\u043e\u0441\u0442\u0430\u043d\u043e\u0432\u043b\u0435\u043d\u0438\u0435…”. Tom\u0113r laik\u0101 attap\u0101s, ka ar teksta sacer\u0113\u0161anu var\u0113tu b\u016bt probl\u0113mas, un neveikli l\u0113n\u0101 klabo\u0146a var\u0113tu nodot vi\u0146a patieso st\u0101vokli. Vi\u0146\u0161 pa\u0146\u0113ma pap\u012bra lapu un s\u0101ka rakst\u012bt ar pildspalvu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Darba diena rit\u0113ja sav\u0101 ierastaj\u0101 gait\u0101. K\u0101d\u0101 br\u012bd\u012b kabinet\u0101 ien\u0101ca priek\u0161nieks Mi\u010dulis, lai kaut ko apspriestu ar Kvies\u012bti. \u0160\u0101dos gad\u012bjumos vi\u0146\u0161 parasti apstaig\u0101ja ar\u012b p\u0101r\u0113jo darbinieku galdus, ieskat\u012bj\u0101s pap\u012bros, kas atrad\u0101s uz galda, un reiz\u0113m uzdeva k\u0101du jaut\u0101jumu. \u0160oreiz Mi\u010du\u013ca skatiens p\u0101rsl\u012bd\u0113ja Stasim bez aiz\u0137er\u0161an\u0101s, un apst\u0101j\u0101s pie Vladislava, kur\u0161 pac\u0113la uz priek\u0161nieku jaut\u0101jo\u0161u skatienu. Tom\u0113r Mi\u010dulis tikai pam\u0101ja, sak, turpiniet vien t\u0101l\u0101k, un izg\u0101ja no istabas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sa\u0146\u0113mis k\u0101rt\u0113jo stresa devu, Vladis min\u0113ja, vai priek\u0161nieks kaut ko nojauta, vai t\u0101 atkal ir paranoja. V\u0113l\u0101k, atgrie\u017eoties no pusdien\u0101m, vi\u0146\u0161 gaiten\u012b sastapa Mi\u010duli v\u0113lreiz. \u0160oreiz priek\u0161nieks st\u0101v\u0113ja ar muguru pret vi\u0146u, un bija iegrimis sarun\u0101. Vi\u0146a sarunu biedram var\u0113ja b\u016bt ap piecdesmit gadiem vai vair\u0101k, \u012bsi apgriezti, sirmi mati un t\u0101da pa\u0161a saraina b\u0101rda. D\u017eemperis un v\u0113jjaka, kepka galv\u0101, jakas kabat\u0101s sab\u0101zt\u0101s rokas un mier\u012bgi ikdieni\u0161\u0137\u0101 iztur\u0113\u0161an\u0101s rad\u012bja iespaidu, ik k\u0101 vi\u0146\u0161, pastaig\u0101joties pa <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Engelsa ielu, ieraudz\u012bjis St\u016bra m\u0101ju, un nodom\u0101jis: “Ah\u0101, redz, kur \u010deka, j\u0101iet paskat\u012bties, kas tur notiek.”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vladis atcer\u0113j\u0101s, ka \u0161o tipu vi\u0146iem, jaunajiem darbiniekiem, k\u0101dreiz st\u0101d\u012bja priek\u0161\u0101 k\u0101 “dro\u0161\u012bbas org\u0101nu le\u0123endu”. Le\u0123enda pat uzst\u0101j\u0101s ar kaut k\u0101du priek\u0161las\u012bjumu, no kura Vladis neacer\u0113j\u0101s piln\u012bgi nek\u0101. Nebija skaidrs ar\u012b k\u0101p\u0113c vi\u0146\u0161 ir le\u0123enda, un ko le\u0123end\u0101ru vi\u0146\u0161 ir paveicis. K\u0101 vi\u0146u sauca? Jakovs… uzv\u0101rdu Vladis neatcer\u0113j\u0101s. Tikm\u0113r min\u0113tais Jakovs, klausoties Mi\u010du\u013ca teiktaj\u0101, bija piev\u0113rsis Vladim neredzo\u0161u skatienu. Vladis var\u0113tu apzv\u0113r\u0113t, ka \u0161aj\u0101 br\u012bd\u012b vec\u0101s le\u0123endas seja savieb\u0101s nic\u012bg\u0101 grimas\u0113.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gar\u0101mejot, Vladis uztv\u0113ra sarunas fragmentu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– …\u041d\u0435 \u0431\u044b\u043b\u043e \u0443\u043a\u0430\u0437\u0430\u043d\u0438\u0439 \u043f\u043e \u0434\u0435\u043b\u0443…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u0421\u0447\u0438\u0442\u0430\u0439\u0442\u0435, \u0447\u0442\u043e \u0443\u043a\u0430\u0437\u0430\u043d\u0438\u044f \u0432\u044b \u043f\u043e\u043b\u0443\u0447\u0438\u043b\u0438… – Vladis sadzird\u0113ja Jakova augstpr\u0101t\u012bgo, v\u0113si mier\u012bgo balsi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Stress uzkr\u0101j\u0101s, bet darba diena virz\u012bj\u0101s uz priek\u0161u necie\u0161ami gausi. Tom\u0113r eksek\u016bcija nebija gal\u0101 ar darba laika beig\u0101m. Jaun\u0101kajiem darbiniekiem p\u0113c darba bija paredz\u0113ta politinform\u0101cija. Vladis nov\u0101ca galdu, aizsl\u0113dza seifu un kop\u0101 ar citiem dev\u0101s uz san\u0101ksmju telpu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Konstant\u012bna \u010cer\u0146enko, komunistisk\u0101s partijas \u0123ener\u0101lsekret\u0101ra, \u012bsais vald\u012b\u0161anas laiks raksturoj\u0101s ar to, ka smadze\u0146u skalo\u0161anas pas\u0101kumi izpaud\u0101s gal\u0113ji idiotisk\u0101s form\u0101s. Nez no k\u0101d\u0101m \u0161\u0137irb\u0101m l\u012bda \u0101r\u0101 viecie komunistu politdarbinieki. Knapi tur\u0113damies kop\u0101, tie r\u012bkoja t\u0101 saucamos partijas politisk\u0101 darba pas\u0101kumus, ko krievu valod\u0101 apz\u012bm\u0113ja ar abreviat\u016bru \u041f\u041f\u0420. Cilv\u0113kiem p\u0113c darba bija j\u0101iet uz sapulc\u0113m un j\u0101klaus\u0101s veco nej\u0113gu muld\u0113\u0161an\u0101.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nodarb\u012bbas vad\u012bja izbijis armijas politdarbinieks pulkvedis J\u0101zeps P\u013cuk\u0161a. Sapulces notika speci\u0101li \u0161im nol\u016bkam atv\u0113l\u0113t\u0101 san\u0101ksmju telp\u0101, kur P\u013cuk\u0161a bija izvietojis t\u0101 saucamos uzskat\u0101m\u0101s a\u0123it\u0101cijas materi\u0101lus. Telpa pamaz\u0101m pild\u012bj\u0101s ar sapulces dal\u012bbniekiem, kuri apl\u016bkoja P\u013cuk\u0161as jaun\u0101ko garadarbu. Pa\u0161\u0101 vid\u016b uz stenda bija novietots liels plak\u0101ts ar uzrakstu “\u041f\u041f\u0420. \u041f\u0430\u0440\u0442\u0438\u0439\u043d\u043e \u043f\u043e\u043b\u0438\u0442\u0438\u0447\u0435\u0441\u043a\u0430\u044f \u0440\u0430\u0431\u043e\u0442\u0430 \u0432 \u0443\u0441\u043b\u043e\u0432\u0438\u044f\u0445 \u0440\u0430\u0437\u0432\u0438\u0442\u043e\u0433\u043e \u0441\u043e\u0446\u0438\u0430\u043b\u0438\u0437\u043c\u0430.”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pulkvedis ierad\u0101s tie\u0161i noteiktaj\u0101 laik\u0101, izplat\u012bdams ap sevi sviedru smaku. Vi\u0146\u0161 bija t\u0113rpies pel\u0113k\u0101 uzvalk\u0101, un no atpog\u0101t\u0101s \u017eaketes p\u0101ri jostas vietai v\u0113l\u0101s milz\u012bgs v\u0113ders. Net\u012bri balt\u0101 krekla apak\u0161\u0113j\u0101 poga bija va\u013c\u0101, un pa \u0161\u0137irbu r\u0113goj\u0101s apak\u0161ve\u013cas fragmenti. Viss P\u013cuk\u0161as t\u0113ls un iztur\u0113\u0161an\u0101s bija piln\u012bg\u0101 pretrun\u0101 ar \u010dekistu stilu un uzved\u012bbu, kuri uzskat\u012bja sevi par aristokr\u0101tiem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Paties\u012bb\u0101, pretruna bija v\u0113l dzi\u013c\u0101ka. \u010cekisti uzskat\u012bja sevi par augst\u0101ko kastu, gan intelektu\u0101l\u0101, gan vis\u0101d\u0101 cit\u0101 zi\u0146\u0101. No vi\u0146u viedok\u013ca, komunistiem bija p\u0101r\u0101k liela vara padomju sist\u0113m\u0101. Agri vai v\u0113lu \u0161ai nedabiskajai sist\u0113mai j\u0101sabr\u016bk, un tad pie varas n\u0101ks vi\u0146i. Tie\u0161i vi\u0146iem j\u0101k\u013c\u016bst par neredzamo virzo\u0161o sp\u0113ku aizkulis\u0113s, kas tur\u0113s sav\u0101s rok\u0101s gan ekonomikas, gan sabiedr\u012bbas vad\u012bbas sviras.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ta\u010du toreiz 1984.gad\u0101 komunisti v\u0113l bija pie varas. Vi\u0146u p\u0101rst\u0101vis J\u0101zeps P\u013cuk\u0161a gatavoj\u0101s piln\u012bb\u0101 izbaud\u012bt doto iesp\u0113ju par\u0101d\u012bt varu iedom\u012bgajiem kabineta dro\u010dil\u0101m. Tiesa gan, uz \u012bsu br\u012bdi, jo vi\u0146a r\u012bc\u012bb\u0101 bija viena stunda politm\u0101c\u012bb\u0101m. P\u013cuk\u0161a bija sagatavojis \u012bpa\u0161i bezj\u0113dz\u012bgu lekciju, vi\u0146\u0161 t\u012b\u0161\u0101m run\u0101ja rupj\u012bbas, uzrun\u0101jot auditoriju t\u0101, it k\u0101 vi\u0146a priek\u0161\u0101 b\u016btu p\u0113d\u0113jie stulbe\u0146i.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Attieksme bija abpus\u0113ja. San\u0101ksmju telpa pamaz\u0101m pild\u012bj\u0101s ar klaus\u012bt\u0101jiem, kuri s\u0113d\u0113ja sarindotajos kr\u0113slos, vai ar\u012b st\u0101v\u0113ja un sarun\u0101j\u0101s. Neviens nepiev\u0113rsa uzman\u012bbu pulkvedim, kur\u0161 jau k\u0101du br\u012bdi st\u0101v\u0113ja auditorijas priek\u0161\u0101. Da\u017ei v\u0113l n\u0101ca iek\u0161\u0101 pa durv\u012bm, ska\u013ci sarun\u0101joties, bet gaiten\u012b bija dzirdami pat smiekli. Beidzot atrad\u0101s k\u0101ds apzin\u012bgais, kur\u0161 nol\u0113ma dar\u012bt galu \u0161ai necie\u0146as izr\u0101dei. Tas bija kapteinis P\u0113ters Kuc\u0101ns. Vi\u0146\u0161 piec\u0113l\u0101s no savas vietas pirmaj\u0101 rind\u0101 un ska\u013c\u0101 bals\u012b <\/p>\n\n\n\n

nokomand\u0113ja:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u0422\u043e\u0432\u0430\u0440\u0438\u0449\u0438 \u043e\u0444\u0438\u0446\u0435\u0440\u044b!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Balsis pamaz\u0101m noklusa, un klaus\u012bt\u0101ji l\u0113n\u0101m c\u0113l\u0101s k\u0101j\u0101s. Bija sasniegts nepiecie\u0161amais discipl\u012bnas minimums, P\u013cuk\u0161a sasveicin\u0101j\u0101s, deva komandu “br\u012bvi” un nodarb\u012bba var\u0113ja s\u0101kties. Tom\u0113r durvju virin\u0101\u0161ana turpin\u0101j\u0101s ar\u012b p\u0113c tam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u0412\u0430\u0448\u0435 \u043e\u0442\u043d\u043e\u0448\u0435\u043d\u0438\u0435 \u043a \u043f\u043e\u043b\u0438\u0442\u0437\u0430\u043d\u044f\u0442\u0438\u044f\u043c \u043e\u0441\u0442\u0430\u0432\u043b\u044f\u0435\u0442 \u0436\u0435\u043b\u0430\u0442\u044c \u043b\u0443\u0447\u0448\u0435\u0433\u043e, – P\u013cuk\u0161a ies\u0101ka, censdamies pie\u0161\u0137irt savai runai priek\u0161nieciskus to\u0146us. – \u041d\u0438\u0447\u0435\u0433\u043e, \u044d\u0442\u043e \u043c\u044b \u043f\u043e\u043f\u0440\u0430\u0432\u0438\u043c. \u0414\u043e\u0432\u043e\u0436\u0443 \u0434\u043e \u0432\u0430\u0448\u0435\u0433\u043e \u0441\u0432\u0435\u0434\u0435\u043d\u0438\u044f, \u0447\u0442\u043e \u043e\u0442\u043d\u044b\u043d\u0435 \u043f\u0430\u0440\u0442\u0438\u0439\u043d\u044b\u0435 \u043e\u0440\u0433\u0430\u043d\u044b \u0431\u0443\u0434\u0443\u0442 \u0438\u043c\u0435\u0442\u044c \u0440\u0435\u0448\u0430\u044e\u0449\u0435\u0435 \u0441\u043b\u043e\u0432\u043e \u043f\u0440\u0438 \u043f\u0440\u043e\u0434\u0432\u0438\u0436\u0435\u043d\u0438\u0438 \u043f\u043e \u0441\u043b\u0443\u0436\u0431\u0435 \u0438 \u043f\u0440\u0438\u0441\u0432\u043e\u0435\u043d\u0438\u0438 \u043e\u0447\u0435\u0440\u0435\u0434\u043d\u044b\u0445 \u0432\u043e\u0438\u043d\u0441\u043a\u0438\u0445 \u0437\u0432\u0430\u043d\u0438\u0439. \u0422\u0430\u043a \u0447\u0442\u043e \u043c\u043e\u0433\u0443 \u043f\u043e\u0441\u043e\u0432\u0435\u0442\u043e\u0432\u0430\u0442\u044c \u0432\u0430\u043c \u043e\u0442\u043d\u0435\u0441\u0442\u0438\u0441\u044c \u043a \u043f\u043e\u043b\u0438\u0442\u0437\u0430\u043d\u044f\u0442\u0438\u044f\u043c \u0441 \u0434\u043e\u043b\u0436\u043d\u044b\u043c \u0432\u043d\u0438\u043c\u0430\u043d\u0438\u0435\u043c.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0101d\u0101 gar\u0101 vi\u0146\u0161 turpin\u0101ja v\u0113l labu laiku. Nepiev\u0113rsdams auditorijai nek\u0101du uzman\u012bbu, vi\u0146\u0161 so\u013coja turpu un atpaka\u013c, izg\u0101zis v\u0113deru un sakrustojis rokas uz muguras. Beidzis savu tir\u0101di ar ieteikumu r\u016bp\u012bgi apdom\u0101t teikto, P\u013cuk\u0161a apst\u0101j\u0101s pie jaun\u0101 plak\u0101ta un nor\u0101d\u012bja uz virsrakstu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u0417\u043d\u0430\u0447\u0438\u0442 \u0442\u0430\u043a, \u0432\u043d\u0438\u043c\u0430\u043d\u0438\u0435. \u0427\u0442\u043e \u0442\u0430\u043a\u043e\u0435 \u041f\u041f\u0420? \u041f\u0440\u0438\u0448\u043b\u0438, \u043f\u043e\u043f\u0438\u0437\u0434\u0435\u043b\u0438, \u0440\u0430\u0437\u043e\u0448\u043b\u0438\u0441\u044c, \u0442\u0430\u043a \u043f\u043e \u0432\u0430\u0448\u0435\u043c\u0443? \u042f \u0434\u0443\u043c\u0430\u044e, \u0438\u0437 \u0432\u044b\u0448\u0435 \u0441\u043a\u0430\u0437\u0430\u043d\u043d\u043e\u0433\u043e \u043c\u043d\u043e\u044e \u0432\u044b \u0443\u0436\u0435 \u0434\u043e\u0433\u0430\u0434\u0430\u043b\u0438\u0441\u044c, \u0447\u0442\u043e \u0441\u043e\u0432\u0441\u0435\u043c \u043d\u0435 \u0442\u0430\u043a. \u041f\u041f\u0420 \u0434\u0430\u0451\u0442 \u0432\u0430\u043c \u043a\u043b\u044e\u0447 \u0434\u043b\u044f \u0440\u0435\u0448\u0435\u043d\u0438\u044f \u0441\u0432\u043e\u0438\u0445 \u043f\u043e\u0432\u0441\u0435\u0434\u043d\u0435\u0432\u043d\u044b\u0445 \u0437\u0430\u0434\u0430\u0447 \u0432 \u0441\u0432\u0435\u0442\u0435 \u043f\u043e\u0441\u043b\u0435\u0434\u043d\u0438\u0445 \u0440\u0435\u0448\u0435\u043d\u0438\u0439 \u043f\u0430\u0440\u0442\u0438\u0438 \u0438 \u043f\u0440\u0430\u0432\u0438\u0442\u0435\u043b\u044c\u0441\u0442\u0432\u0430. \u0418\u043d\u044b\u043c\u0438 \u0441\u043b\u043e\u0432\u0430\u043c\u0438, \u041f\u041f\u0420 \u0434\u0430\u0451\u0442 \u0432\u0430\u043c \u043f\u043e\u043d\u0438\u043c\u0430\u043d\u0438\u0435 \u043f\u0440\u043e\u0432\u043e\u0434\u0438\u043c\u043e\u0439 \u043b\u0438\u043d\u0438\u0438 \u043f\u0430\u0440\u0442\u0438\u0438. \u0410 \u043b\u0438\u043d\u0438\u044f \u043f\u0430\u0440\u0442\u0438\u0438, \u0442\u043e\u0432\u0430\u0440\u0438\u0449\u0438, \u044d\u0442\u043e \u0432\u0430\u043c \u043d\u0435 \u0445\u0443\u0445\u0440\u044b-\u043c\u0443\u0445\u0440\u044b…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Runa turpin\u0101j\u0101s ar fr\u0101z\u0113m no av\u012b\u017eu ievadrakstiem, pam\u0101c\u012bb\u0101m un rupj\u012bb\u0101m. Klaus\u012bt\u0101ji garlaikoj\u0101s, da\u017ei paman\u012bj\u0101s las\u012bt kaut k\u0101dus pap\u012brus vai gr\u0101matas. Pirmaj\u0101 rind\u0101 s\u0113do\u0161ais Kuc\u0101ns bija vien\u012bgais, kur\u0161 kaut ko pierakst\u012bja bloci\u0146\u0101. Va\u013cera s\u0113d\u0113ja p\u0113d\u0113j\u0101 rind\u0101, kur, pasl\u0113pies aiz b\u016bd\u012bga kol\u0113\u0123a muguras, vi\u0146\u0161 vesel\u012bgi nosnaud\u0101s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Va\u013ceras sp\u0113ju aizmigt jebkur\u0101 izdev\u012bg\u0101 br\u012bd\u012b apbr\u012bnoja visi. Vi\u0146\u0161 var\u0113ja aizmigt ne tikai sapulc\u0113s, bet ar\u012b transport\u0101, s\u0113\u017eot pie rakst\u0101mgalda, vai jebkur\u0101 cit\u0101 piespiedu bezdarb\u012bbas situ\u0101cij\u0101. Jaut\u0101ts par \u0161o savu sp\u0113ju, Va\u013cera ar lepnumu atteica: “\u0410\u0432\u0442\u043e\u0433\u0435\u043d\u043d\u0430\u044f \u0442\u0440\u0435\u043d\u0438\u0440\u043e\u0432\u043a\u0430, \u0445\u0443\u043b\u0438.” Ko noz\u012bm\u0113 “autog\u0113nais treni\u0146\u0161”, nezin\u0101ja ne pats Va\u013cera, ne vi\u0146a sarunu biedri. Vi\u0146\u0161 to bija iem\u0101c\u012bjies no k\u0101da profesora Krim\u0101. B\u016bt\u012bba esot taj\u0101, ka cilv\u0113ki ar stabilu nervu sist\u0113mu sp\u0113j koncentr\u0113t savu gribu un uzman\u012bbu, lai aizmigtu, kad vien v\u0113las.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tagad Va\u013cera gul\u0113ja un nenojauta, ka pieredz\u0113ju\u0161ais lektors bija vi\u0146u atmaskojis, un nol\u0113mis p\u0101rm\u0101c\u012bt auditorijas priek\u0161\u0101. Lekcijas nosl\u0113gum\u0101 P\u013cuk\u0161a m\u0113\u0123in\u0101ja p\u0101riet uz latvie\u0161u valodu. Jaukdams latvie\u0161u v\u0101rdus latgalie\u0161u izloksn\u0113 ar krievu v\u0101rdiem, vi\u0146\u0161 \u0146\u0113m\u0101s strost\u0113t klaus\u012bt\u0101jus par nepietiekam\u0101m latvie\u0161u valodas zin\u0101\u0161an\u0101m. Tad, uz br\u012bdi apklusis, vi\u0146\u0161 ska\u013ci nokomand\u0113ja:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u041a\u0430\u043f\u0438\u0442\u0430\u043d \u0424\u043e\u043c\u0435\u043d\u043a\u043e, \u0432\u0441\u0442\u0430\u0442\u044c!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sa\u0146\u0113mis no blakus s\u0113d\u0113t\u0101ja dunku s\u0101nos, Va\u013cera atmod\u0101s un m\u0113\u0123in\u0101ja aptvert situ\u0101ciju. Sajutis sev piev\u0113rstos skatienus, vi\u0146\u0161 l\u0113n\u0101m sl\u0113j\u0101s k\u0101j\u0101s un nost\u0101j\u0101s sev rakstur\u012bgaj\u0101 \u012bpatn\u0113j\u0101 miera st\u0101j\u0101, ar plecos ierautu galvu un plati atv\u0113rt\u0101m ac\u012bm. Skats bija komisks, un auditorija nedaudz atdz\u012bvoj\u0101s. Gandar\u012bjts par rad\u012bto efektu, P\u013cuk\u0161a nor\u0101d\u012bja uz Va\u013ceru k\u0101 uzskates materi\u0101lu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u0412\u043e\u0442 \u043f\u043e\u043b\u044e\u0431\u0443\u0439\u0442\u0435\u0441\u044c, \u043d\u0430\u0433\u043b\u044f\u0434\u043d\u044b\u0439 \u043f\u0440\u0438\u043c\u0435\u0440. \u0422\u043e\u0432\u0430\u0440\u0438\u0449 \u0424\u043e\u043c\u0435\u043d\u043a\u043e \u043f\u0440\u0438\u0431\u044b\u043b \u043a \u043d\u0430\u043c \u0438\u0437 \u043e\u0440\u0433\u0430\u043d\u043e\u0432 \u043c\u0438\u043b\u0438\u0446\u0438\u0438. \u041e\u0442\u043b\u0438\u0447\u043d\u044b\u0439 \u043e\u043f\u0435\u0440\u0430\u0442\u0438\u0432\u043d\u044b\u0439 \u0440\u0430\u0431\u043e\u0442\u043d\u0438\u043a, \u043c\u043e\u0436\u043d\u043e \u0441\u043a\u0430\u0437\u0430\u0442\u044c, \u043c\u0430\u0441\u0442\u0435\u0440 \u0441\u0432\u043e\u0435\u0433\u043e \u0434\u0435\u043b\u0430. \u0410 \u043f\u043e \u043b\u0430\u0442\u044b\u0448\u0441\u043a\u0438 \u043d\u0438 \u0433\u0443-\u0433\u0443.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kl\u0101teso\u0161ie ar interesi sekoja notieko\u0161ajam, un P\u013cuk\u0161a iedvesmots turpin\u0101ja: <\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u0421\u043a\u0430\u0436\u0438\u0442\u0435, \u0412\u0430\u043b\u0435\u0440\u0438\u0439, \u0430 \u0434\u0440\u044b\u0445\u043d\u0443\u0442\u044c \u043d\u0430 \u043f\u043e\u043b\u0438\u0442\u0437\u0430\u043d\u044f\u0442\u0438\u044f\u0445, \u044d\u0442\u043e \u0447\u0438\u0441\u0442\u043e \u043c\u0438\u043b\u0438\u0446\u0435\u0439\u0441\u043a\u0430\u044f \u043f\u0440\u0438\u0432\u044b\u0447\u043a\u0430? \u0427\u0442\u043e \u0442\u043e \u044f \u0441\u043e\u043c\u043d\u0435\u0432\u0430\u044e\u0441\u044c. \u041f\u0440\u0435\u0434\u0441\u0442\u0430\u0432\u044c\u0442\u0435 \u043a\u0430\u0440\u0442\u0438\u043d\u0443, \u0435\u0441\u043b\u0438 \u0431\u044b \u043c\u044b \u043f\u0440\u043e\u0432\u043e\u0434\u0438\u043b\u0438 \u0437\u0430\u043d\u044f\u0442\u0438\u044f \u0432 \u041c\u0412\u0414, \u0430 \u0442\u0430\u043c \u0432\u0441\u0435 \u0441\u043b\u0443\u0448\u0430\u0442\u0435\u043b\u0438 \u043f\u043e\u0432\u0430\u043b\u044c\u043d\u043e \u0441\u043f\u044f\u0442. \u041d\u043e\u0447\u044c\u044e \u0432\u044b \u0447\u0435\u043c \u0437\u0430\u043d\u0438\u043c\u0430\u0435\u0442\u0435\u0441\u044c? \u041d\u0443, \u0440\u0430\u0441\u0441\u043a\u0430\u0436\u0438\u0442\u0435, \u043d\u0430\u043c \u0438\u043d\u0442\u0435\u0440\u0435\u0441\u043d\u043e.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tagad visi atkl\u0101ti uzjautrin\u0101j\u0101s, un atmosf\u0113ra san\u0101ksmju telp\u0101 pamaz\u0101m k\u013cuva neform\u0101la. P\u013cuk\u0161a pac\u0113la rokas, prasot uzman\u012bbu, un atkal p\u0101rg\u0101ja uz savu jaukto latvie\u0161u – krievu valodu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– L\u016bdzu uzman\u012bbu, biedri, m\u0113s \u0161odien beigsim, bet nosl\u0113gum\u0101 man ir pazi\u0146ojums. \u0424\u043e\u043c\u0435\u043d\u043a\u043e, \u0441\u0430\u0434\u0438\u0442\u0435\u0441\u044c. M\u016bsu republikas ku\u013cturas dz\u012bv\u0113 ir svar\u012bgs notikums. R\u012bgas kinostudija ir palaidusi uz prokat jaunu filmu… \u043a\u0430\u043a \u043d\u0430\u0437\u0432\u0430\u043d\u0438\u0435 \u0442\u043e, \u0437\u0430\u0431\u044b\u043b… “\u0424\u0440\u043e\u043d\u0442 \u0432\u043e \u0434\u0432\u043e\u0440\u0435”, \u0447\u0442\u043e \u043b\u0438. \u041d\u0443 \u0432 \u043e\u0431\u0449\u0435\u043c, \u0441\u043c\u043e\u0442\u0440\u0438\u0442\u0435 \u0430\u0444\u0438\u0448\u0443. \u0424\u0438\u043b\u044c\u043c \u0440\u0435\u043a\u043e\u043c\u0435\u043d\u0434\u043e\u0432\u0430\u043d \u043a \u043f\u0440\u043e\u0441\u043c\u043e\u0442\u0440\u0443 \u0432\u0441\u0435\u043c\u0443 \u043b\u0438\u0447\u043d\u043e\u043c\u0443 \u0441\u043e\u0441\u0442\u0430\u0432\u0443. Mums, biedri, vair\u0101k uzman\u012bbas vajag piev\u0113rst latvie\u0161u valodai un ku\u013cturai. \u012asta ku\u013ctura vienm\u0113r ir politiska un… \u043f\u0430\u0440\u0442\u0438\u0439\u043d\u0430\u044f. Filma ir par to, k\u0101 partorgs Antuns, vai zin, dibinaja padomju varu 1944.gad\u0101 p\u0113c fa\u0161istu padz\u012b\u0161anas. Vot, t\u0101 bija \u012bsta \u043f\u0430\u0440\u0442\u0438\u0439\u043d\u043e \u043f\u043e\u043b\u0438\u0442\u0438\u0447\u0435\u0441\u043a\u0430\u044f \u0440\u0430\u0431\u043e\u0442\u0430, \u041f\u041f\u0420 \u043f\u043e \u043d\u0430\u0441\u0442\u043e\u044f\u0449\u0435\u043c\u0443, k\u0101 to dar\u012bja m\u016bsu t\u0113vi. To filmu vajag visiem paskat\u012bt, \u012bsts m\u0101kslas darbs, un galvenaj\u0101 lom\u0101 slavenais Ci\u013cindrinskis.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Atmosf\u0113ra z\u0101l\u0113 bija diezgan br\u012bva. K\u0101ds pac\u0113la roku un teica:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– At\u013causiet, biedri pulkvedi? Galvenaj\u0101 lom\u0101 Gun\u0101rs Cilinskis, bet filma saucas “Fronte t\u0113va pagalm\u0101”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tas bija kapteinis Romualds Kozlovskis, kuram bija paradums izrun\u0101ties un uzdot jaut\u0101jumus. \u012asti nebija skaidrs, ar k\u0101du m\u0113r\u0137i vi\u0146\u0161 to dar\u012bja. Lai gan reiz\u0113m vi\u0146\u0161 pamat\u012bgi nokaitin\u0101ja priek\u0161niec\u012bbu, tom\u0113r tas nek\u0101d\u0101 veid\u0101 neietekm\u0113ja vi\u0146a karjeru. Glu\u017ei otr\u0101di, Kozlovskim izdev\u0101s ietur\u0113t kaut k\u0101du savu l\u012bniju, kas vairoja autorit\u0101ti, un gudra, zino\u0161a cilv\u0113ka reput\u0101ciju.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Man\u0101mi aizskarts, P\u013cuk\u0161a pac\u0113la balsi. Visi gatavoj\u0101s doties prom, un troksnis z\u0101l\u0113 pieauga.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u041f\u0440\u043e\u0448\u0443 \u0432\u043d\u0438\u043c\u0430\u043d\u0438\u044f, \u043c\u044b \u0435\u0449\u0435 \u043d\u0435 \u0437\u0430\u043a\u043e\u043d\u0447\u0438\u043b\u0438. M\u0435\u043d\u044f \u043f\u043e\u043f\u0440\u0430\u0432\u0438\u043b\u0438, \u0441\u043f\u0430\u0441\u0438\u0431\u043e \u0431\u043e\u043b\u044c\u0448\u043e\u0435. \u041a\u043e\u0437\u043b\u043e\u0432\u0441\u043a\u0438\u0441, \u044f \u043d\u0430\u0434\u0435\u044f\u043b\u0441\u044f, \u0447\u0442\u043e \u0441\u0435\u0433\u043e\u0434\u043d\u044f \u043c\u044b \u043e\u0431\u043e\u0439\u0434\u0451\u043c\u0441\u044f \u0431\u0435\u0437 \u0432\u0430\u0448\u0438\u0445 \u0440\u0435\u043f\u043b\u0438\u043a. \u0412\u0438\u0434\u0438\u043c\u043e, \u043d\u0435 \u0441\u0443\u0434\u044c\u0431\u0430.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u0422\u043e\u0432\u0430\u0440\u0438\u0449 \u043f\u043e\u043b\u043a\u043e\u0432\u043d\u0438\u043a, \u044f \u0441\u0447\u0438\u0442\u0430\u044e, \u0447\u0442\u043e \u0432\u0430\u0436\u043d\u043e \u043f\u0440\u0430\u0432\u0438\u043b\u044c\u043d\u043e \u043f\u0440\u043e\u0438\u0437\u043d\u043e\u0441\u0438\u0442\u044c \u0438\u043c\u0435\u043d\u0430 \u0443\u0432\u0430\u0436\u0430\u0435\u043c\u044b\u0445 \u043d\u0430\u043c\u0438 \u043b\u044e\u0434\u0435\u0439.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Troksnis noklusa, tagad visi klaus\u012bj\u0101s dialogu, kas sol\u012bja b\u016bt interesants.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u0412\u044b \u0443 \u043d\u0430\u0441 \u0443\u043c\u043d\u044b\u0439, \u0441\u043e\u0433\u043b\u0430\u0441\u0435\u043d. \u0423\u043c\u043d\u0435\u0435 \u043d\u0430\u0447\u0430\u043b\u044c\u0441\u0442\u0432\u0430, \u0443\u043c\u043d\u0435\u0435 \u0441\u0442\u0430\u0440\u0448\u0438\u0445 \u0442\u043e\u0432\u0430\u0440\u0438\u0449\u0435\u0439, \u0443\u043c\u043d\u0435\u0435 \u0432\u0441\u0435\u0445. \u041d\u0443 \u0440\u0430\u0437 \u0432\u044b \u0442\u0430\u043a\u043e\u0439 \u0443\u043c\u043d\u044b\u0439, \u0442\u043e \u043f\u043e\u0436\u0430\u043b\u0443\u0439\u0441\u0442\u0430 \u043a \u0441\u043b\u0435\u0434\u0443\u044e\u0449\u0435\u043c\u0443 \u0437\u0430\u043d\u044f\u0442\u0438\u044e \u0432\u044b \u043d\u0430\u043c \u043f\u043e\u0434\u0433\u043e\u0442\u043e\u0432\u0438\u0442\u0435 \u0434\u043e\u043a\u043b\u0430\u0434 \u043e \u043c\u0435\u0436\u0434\u0443\u043d\u0430\u0440\u043e\u0434\u043d\u043e\u043c \u043f\u043e\u043b\u043e\u0436\u0435\u043d\u0438\u0438. \u0422\u043e\u0432\u0430\u0440\u0438\u0449\u044c \u041a\u0443\u0446\u0430\u043d\u0441…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u042f! – pirmaj\u0101 rind\u0101 s\u0113do\u0161ais Kuc\u0101ns piel\u0113ca k\u0101j\u0101s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u0414\u0430 \u0441\u0430\u0434\u0438\u0442\u0435\u0441\u044c \u0432\u044b, \u043d\u0435 \u0432 \u0441\u043b\u0443\u0436\u0431\u0443, \u0430 \u0432 \u043f\u043e\u043c\u043e\u0449\u044c. \u041f\u043e\u0436\u0430\u043b\u0443\u0439\u0441\u0442\u0430 \u043f\u0440\u043e\u0441\u043b\u0435\u0434\u0438\u0442\u0435, \u0447\u0442\u043e\u0431\u044b \u0434\u043e\u043a\u043b\u0430\u0434 \u0431\u044b\u043b \u043f\u043e\u0434\u0433\u043e\u0442\u043e\u0432\u043b\u0435\u043d \u0434\u043e\u043b\u0436\u043d\u044b\u043c \u043e\u0431\u0440\u0430\u0437\u043e\u043c. \u0427\u0442\u043e\u0431\u044b \u043d\u0430\u043c \u043e\u043f\u044f\u0442\u044c \u043d\u0435 \u043f\u0440\u0438\u0445\u043e\u0434\u0438\u043b\u043e\u0441\u044c \u0441\u043b\u0443\u0448\u0430\u0442\u044c \u0434\u0435\u043c\u0430\u0433\u043e\u0433\u0438\u044e \u043e\u0442 \u0442\u043e\u0432\u0430\u0440\u0438\u0449\u0430 \u041a\u043e\u0437\u043b\u043e\u0432\u0441\u043a\u0438\u0441\u0430, – saruna pamaz\u0101m izgaisa uz trok\u0161\u0146a fona, klaus\u012bt\u0101ju nepaciet\u012bbai augot. Bija laiks san\u0101ksmi beigt. – \u041f\u0440\u0435\u0434\u0441\u0442\u0430\u0432\u0438\u0442\u0435 \u043d\u0430 \u0440\u0430\u0441\u0441\u043c\u043e\u0442\u0440\u0435\u043d\u0438\u0435 \u0434\u043e\u043a\u043b\u0430\u0434 \u041a\u0443\u0446\u0430\u043d\u0441\u0443 \u0434\u043e \u0441\u0440\u0435\u0434\u044b…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Visai \u0161ai jezgai beidzot pien\u0101ca gals, un Vladislavs sajuta atvieglojumu, kad izg\u0101ja uz ielas. Bija silts vakars, kr\u0113sloja. \u013be\u0146ina ielas veikalu rekl\u0101mas jau bija iedegtas. Kr\u0101sainas gaismas, dz\u012bva satiksme uz ielas un g\u0101j\u0113ji, kas dev\u0101s m\u0101j\u0101s no darba – tas viss rad\u012bja \u012bpa\u0161u noska\u0146u. Vi\u0146\u0161 negrib\u0113ja atgriezties m\u0101j\u0101s. Iedom\u0101joties neizb\u0113gamo tik\u0161anos ar M\u0101ru, vi\u0146am rad\u0101s v\u0113lme vismaz br\u012bdi uzkav\u0113ties vakara ielas relaks\u0113taj\u0101 atmosf\u0113r\u0101. K\u013c\u016bdams par vienu no \u0161\u012bs straumes elementiem, vi\u0146\u0161 s\u0101ka so\u013cot centra virzien\u0101. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0160\u0137ersojot K\u0101r\u013ca Marksa ielu pie za\u013c\u0101s gaismas, Vladis pameta skatu uz veco \u0122ertr\u016bdes bazn\u012bcu, kas grima tums\u0101. Ejot gar\u0101m R\u012bgas modes nama plakanajai k\u0101rbai, vi\u0146\u0161 sprauc\u0101s cauri \u013cau\u017eu p\u016blim, kas pie pieturas gaid\u012bja sabiedrisko transportu. Non\u0101cis \u013be\u0146ina un Kirova ielu krustojum\u0101, st\u0101vot pie sarkan\u0101s gaismas, vi\u0146\u0161 ar neredzo\u0161u skatienu v\u0113roja \u013be\u0146ina pieminekli un dr\u016bmo Ministru padomes \u0113ku aiz t\u0101.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Non\u0101cis pie ruden\u012bg\u0101 kr\u0113slain\u0101 Komun\u0101ru parka, Vladis \u013c\u0101v\u0101s k\u0101rdin\u0101jumam un dev\u0101s pastaig\u0101. Rudens noska\u0146a ar neatk\u0101rtojamo smar\u017eu un kr\u0101s\u0101m, ar netveramo ilgu un miera noska\u0146u dar\u012bja savu. Vladis jut\u0101s aizkustin\u0101ts. Pa\u0123iras jau bija beigu\u0161\u0101s, bet emociju \u0161\u016bpoles tagad svieda vi\u0146u apcer\u012bg\u0101 noska\u0146\u0101.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vi\u0146\u0161 dreif\u0113ja k\u0101 ku\u0123is ar caurumu bort\u0101, ko bija izsitusi vakardienas dzer\u0161ana. Ietekmes un noska\u0146as \u0161\u013c\u0101c\u0101s iek\u0161\u0101 k\u0101 nevald\u0101ma straume, un nesa vi\u0146u nezin kur. Atmi\u0146\u0101 uzpeld\u0113ja kaut k\u0101das ainas no b\u0113rn\u012bbas, un Vladis izberz\u0113ja aizmiglot\u0101s acis. Vi\u0146\u0161 bija non\u0101cis Mer\u0137e\u013ca un \u013be\u0146ina ielu krustojum\u0101.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0160\u0137\u0113rsojis ielu, vi\u0146\u0161 nok\u013cuva pu\u0137u tirdzi\u0146\u0101, kas atrad\u0101s pretim Saktai. Tur bija salikti galdi, uz kuriem gar\u0101mg\u0101j\u0113ju izv\u0113lei rindoj\u0101s trauki ar rudens ziediem. P\u0101rdev\u0113ji st\u0101v\u0113ja vai s\u0113d\u0113ja uz soliem, un tirdzniec\u012bba rit\u0113ja raiti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vladis iev\u0113roja ve\u010di\u0146u, kura s\u0113d\u0113ja pie pa\u0161a galda st\u016bra. Vi\u0146ai nebija ziedu ko p\u0101rdot, bet to viet\u0101 priek\u0161\u0101 uz galda bija nolikti da\u017ei p\u0101ri ad\u012btu vilnas ze\u0137u un cimdu. Vladis bija iev\u0113rojis vi\u0146u jau iepriek\u0161. Ve\u010di\u0146a tur s\u0113d\u0113ja gandr\u012bz vai katru dienu, lai gan vieta bija paredz\u0113ta tikai ziedu p\u0101rdo\u0161anai. Gad\u012bj\u0101s ka pie vi\u0146as pien\u0101ca kaut k\u0101di uzraugi vai pat mili\u010di un lika aiziet. Tom\u0113r vi\u0146a atkal atgriez\u0101s un ar apbr\u012bnojamu neatlaid\u012bbu, uzrun\u0101jot g\u0101j\u0113jus, cent\u0101s p\u0101rdot savus ad\u012bjumus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tagad Vladis, pa\u0161am nemanot, bija non\u0101cis \u0161aj\u0101 uzrunas lok\u0101.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– N\u0101c, d\u0113li\u0146, paskaties k\u0101di smuki cimdi. Sievi\u0146ai uzd\u0101v\u0101si.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vi\u0146a run\u0101ja ar vieglu latgalie\u0161u akcentu, kas Vladim lik\u0101s \u013coti paz\u012bstams. Tie\u0161i t\u0101 run\u0101ja pie vi\u0146iem Balvos. T\u0101 nebija ne R\u0113zeknes, ne Ludzas izruna.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vec\u0101 sieviete izstaroja labest\u012bbu ikvienam, un tam nebija vajadz\u012bga piep\u016ble. Vladim atkal uznira pag\u0101tnes ainas, gan no b\u0113rn\u012bbas, gan ar\u012b pavisam nesenas… Tie\u0161i t\u0101 run\u0101ja un iztur\u0113j\u0101s vecm\u0101mi\u0146a, kura nomira pirms gadiem trim. Atkal uzn\u0101ca aizkustin\u0101jums, bet \u0161oreiz tas ier\u0101va k\u0101 atvar\u0101. Kakl\u0101 bija kamols un acis piln\u012bb\u0101 aizmigloja asaras. Neko neredzot, vi\u0146\u0161 sagramst\u012bja kabat\u0101 maku, iz\u0146\u0113ma piecus rub\u013cus, un, nolicis tos ve\u010di\u0146ai priek\u0161\u0101, pagriez\u0101s, lai \u0161\u0137\u0113rsotu ielu Saktas virzien\u0101.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vec\u0101 sieviete kaut ko sauca vi\u0146am nopaka\u013c, lai ta\u010du pa\u0146em cimdus un v\u0113l tr\u012bs rub\u013cus, ko izdot… Vladis to vairs neuztv\u0113ra. Vi\u0146\u0161 jau atrad\u0101s Saktas pus\u0113, un b\u0113ga, valdot raudienu, kas n\u0101ca virs\u016b k\u0101 \u016bdens. Tad vi\u0146\u0161 ieg\u0101ja kaut k\u0101d\u0101s par\u0101des durv\u012bs, atspieda d\u016bres pret sienu, un, pasl\u0113pis seju taj\u0101s, \u013c\u0101va raud\u0101m va\u013cu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kam vi\u0146\u0161 var\u0113ja uzd\u0101vin\u0101t ad\u012btos cimdus? Sievi\u0146ai? Ak Dievs, k\u0101 vi\u0146\u0161 var\u0113ja non\u0101kt l\u012bdz t\u0101dai \u0101rpr\u0101ta dz\u012bvei? Toreiz, kad vi\u0146i ar M\u0101ru gatavoj\u0101s k\u0101z\u0101m, vi\u0146\u0161 bija aizvedis l\u012bgavu atr\u0101d\u012bt \u0123imenei uz t\u0113va m\u0101j\u0101m. M\u0101ra ne par ko negrib\u0113ja r\u012bkot lauku k\u0101zas, t\u0101p\u0113c nosvin\u0113ja v\u0113l\u0101k R\u012bg\u0101 tuv\u0101ko radu lok\u0101. Ar Bit\u0101nu \u0123imeni vi\u0146a apsveicin\u0101j\u0101s un smaid\u012bja, ta\u010du bija skaidrs, ka tuv\u0101kas attiec\u012bbas M\u0101ra nev\u0113las.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vecm\u0101mi\u0146a toreiz bija rati\u0146kr\u0113sl\u0101, jo p\u0101rvietoj\u0101s ar gr\u016bt\u012bb\u0101m. Vi\u0146a kaut ko teica t\u0113vam, kur\u0161 s\u0101ka kr\u0113slu stumt uz durvju pusi, sakot, ka vecm\u0101mi\u0146a nej\u016btas labi. Vladis labi atcer\u0113j\u0101s, ka, atst\u0101jot istabu, vecm\u0101mi\u0146a skat\u012bj\u0101s uz vi\u0146u un kaut ko teica. Neviens to nesadzird\u0113ja, vai ar\u012b nev\u0113l\u0113j\u0101s <\/p>\n\n\n\n

dzird\u0113t, vai nu maz ko vecs cilv\u0113ks var sarun\u0101t. Tom\u0113r pa\u0161reiz Vladis atcer\u0113j\u0101s teikto, bet apst\u0101k\u013ci pie\u0161\u0137\u012bra tam pavisam skaidru j\u0113gu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

” …deni apprec\u0113s mazd\u0113li\u0146\u0161, vai tas man bija j\u0101pieredz?” vi\u0146a m\u0101ja ar roku, it k\u0101 dzenot Vladi prom. “Ej, Vladi, ej vien. B\u016bsi liels v\u012brs R\u012bg\u0101.”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Te nu vi\u0146\u0161 bija, lielais v\u012brs ar pilnvar\u0101m, pagon\u0101m un pog\u0101m, pa\u0123iru sagrauts un sievas atstumts. Nebija skaidrs, cik ilgi vi\u0146\u0161 t\u0101 st\u0101v\u0113ja Mer\u0137e\u013ca ielas nama k\u0101p\u0146u telp\u0101, kur nelabi oda p\u0113c ka\u0137iem. Varb\u016bt k\u0101ds pag\u0101ja gar\u0101m aiz muguras, bet Vladis to nejuta. Vi\u0146am bija vienalga, ko n\u0101c\u0113ji dom\u0101. Labi \u0123\u0113rbies, sp\u0113c\u012bgs v\u012brietis st\u0101v ar seju pret sienu, bet vi\u0146a pleci raust\u0101s k\u0101 krampjos. Nez, ko vi\u0146\u0161 tur dara? Vemj dro\u0161i vien, vai varb\u016bt \u010dur\u0101? Ej nu sazini… \u0160\u0101das asoci\u0101cijas Vladim rad\u0101s tad, kad vi\u0146\u0161 pamaz\u0101m atguva kontroli p\u0101r sevi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Izg\u0101jis uz ielas, vi\u0146\u0161 konstat\u0113ja, ka vakars atkl\u0101jas pavisam cit\u0101s kr\u0101s\u0101s. Bezcer\u012bba un nedro\u0161\u012bba atk\u0101p\u0101s kaut kur otraj\u0101 pl\u0101n\u0101. K\u013cuva viegli un rad\u0101s pa\u013c\u0101v\u012bba. T\u0101 dro\u0161i vien j\u016btas tic\u012bgie p\u0113c l\u016bg\u0161anas, Vladis nodom\u0101ja. Atvieglots vi\u0146\u0161 so\u013coja uz trolejbusa pieturu, lai beidzot dotos m\u0101j\u0101s. Lai notiek, kas notikdams.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Purvciema dz\u012bvok\u013ca logi bija tum\u0161i. Uzn\u0101ca nelaba priek\u0161nojauta un neliels stresi\u0146\u0161 atkal bija kl\u0101t. Vladis atsl\u0113dza durvis un ieg\u0101ja dz\u012bvokl\u012b. Varb\u016bt vi\u0146a gu\u013c? Ieejot gu\u013camistab\u0101, atkl\u0101j\u0101s pavisam nejauka aina, kas atkal lika sa\u017e\u0146augties pakr\u016bt\u0113. Skapja durvis va\u013c\u0101, tuk\u0161\u0101s atvilknes izvilktas l\u012bdz galam \u0101r\u0101. Viss bija t\u012b\u0161\u0101m atst\u0101ts t\u0101, lai rad\u012btu pamest\u012bbas tra\u0123isko ainu. Ieg\u0101jis virtuv\u0113, vi\u0146\u0161 atrada z\u012bm\u012bti uz galda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Vladi, es aizbraucu dz\u012bvot pie mammas uz V\u012blandes ielu. Manupr\u0101t, t\u0101 b\u016bs lab\u0101k mums abiem. T\u0101 turpin\u0101t vairs nevar, un mums j\u0101dom\u0101, k\u0101 m\u0113s turpm\u0101k dz\u012bvosim. Tu man neatbild\u0113ji uz jaut\u0101jumu, bet es gaidu atbildi. Kad b\u016bsi izdom\u0101jis, zvani. M. P.S. Padoms – neved maukas m\u0101j\u0101, labi?”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vladis nosprausl\u0101j\u0101s, lasot p\u0113d\u0113jo rindu ar padomu. Tas bija \u012bsti M\u0101ras stil\u0101, br\u012bdin\u0101t ar neizteiktiem draudiem. T\u0101 sakot, nedom\u0101 dar\u012bt bl\u0113\u0146as, es vienm\u0113r uzzin\u0101\u0161u, ko tu dari. Vi\u0146\u0161 saburz\u012bja z\u012bm\u012bti un ar atvieglojumu ielidin\u0101ja atkritumu tvertn\u0113. Tas bija vienk\u0101r\u0161i lieliski! Atgriez\u0101s miers, un tam pievienoj\u0101s br\u012bv\u012bbas saj\u016bta. Turkl\u0101t, divas br\u012bvdienas v\u0113l priek\u0161\u0101. Izmak\u0161\u0137er\u0113jis z\u012bm\u012bti no tvertnes, Vladis p\u0101rlas\u012bja v\u0113lreiz, un, smiedamies no sirds, sapl\u0113sa to s\u012bk\u0101s drisk\u0101s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oma uzlaboj\u0101s, un interese par dz\u012bvi atgriez\u0101s ar izsalkuma saj\u016btu. Ledusskap\u012b bija da\u017eas olas, maize un sviests. Gatavodams vakari\u0146as, vi\u0146\u0161 turpin\u0101ja apcer\u0113t M\u0101ras v\u0113st\u012bjumu. Uz V\u012blandes ielu vi\u0146a p\u0101rv\u0101kusies, vai zin, nevis uz savu Janku Kupalu smiekl\u012bgo. Nu, nu. M\u0101rai bija paradums sarun\u0101s lietot vecos Latvijas laiku ielu nosaukumus, par kuriem Vladim nebija ne jausmas. Fridriha Engelsa iela vi\u0146ai bija Stabu iela, K\u0101r\u013ca Marksa iela – \u0122ertr\u016bdes, \u013be\u0146ina – Br\u012bv\u012bbas un t\u0101d\u0101 gar\u0101. Aristokr\u0101ti t\u0113lo, ma\u0137 tvaju, bet vi\u0146\u0161, lauku puisis, ne b\u016b, ne b\u0113. \u0412\u044b\u043f\u0435\u043d\u0434\u0440\u0451\u0436 \u0433\u043e\u043b\u0438\u043c\u044b\u0439, ko te v\u0113l piebilst?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pa\u0113dis vakari\u0146as, vi\u0146\u0161 iek\u0101rtoj\u0101s dz\u012bvojam\u0101 istab\u0101 pie televizora ar t\u0113jas tasi. “TV Panor\u0101ma” tuvoj\u0101s izska\u0146ai ar laika zi\u0146\u0101m. T\u016bl\u012bt p\u0113c tam pulksten devi\u0146os LTV1 s\u0101ka raid\u012bt vissavien\u012bbas informat\u012bvo programmu “\u0412\u0440\u0435\u043c\u044f”. Diktora vienmu\u013c\u0101 muld\u0113\u0161ana par kaut k\u0101du PSKP CK pl\u0113numu uzdzina \u017e\u0101vas. Nenorm\u0101l\u0101 diena ar p\u0101rdz\u012bvojumiem bija gal\u0101, un Vladis bija iztuk\u0161ots l\u012bdz p\u0113d\u0113jam. T\u0101 vi\u0146\u0161 aizmiga un nosl\u012bd\u0113ja pa pusei gu\u013cus st\u0101vokl\u012b d\u012bv\u0101na st\u016br\u012b. Televizors turpin\u0101ja burbu\u013cot kaut ko par tautas saniegumiem komunistisk\u0101s partijas vad\u012bb\u0101, l\u012bdz beidzot ap pusnakti programmas beidz\u0101s, un Vladi atmodin\u0101ja spalgais sign\u0101ls, kas bija paredz\u0113ts aizmigu\u0161o pilso\u0146u modin\u0101\u0161anai, lai tie var\u0113tu izsl\u0113gt savus apar\u0101tus un doties pie miera.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pusmieg\u0101 taustoties, vi\u0146\u0161 sagr\u0101ba televizora t\u012bkla vadu un rupji izr\u0101va \u0161tepseli. Tums\u0101 sagramst\u012bjis pledu, kas v\u0113l no vakardienas atrad\u0101s turpat, atkritis uz d\u012bv\u0101na, un moment\u0101 atsl\u0113dzies nema\u0146\u0101, vi\u0146\u0161 nogul\u0113ja l\u012bdz pat r\u012btam. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Paies tikai da\u017ei m\u0113ne\u0161i, un nomirs pusdz\u012bvais Konstant\u012bns \u010cer\u0146enko, bet vi\u0146a viet\u0101 n\u0101ks jaunais Mihails Gorba\u010dovs. Milz\u012bg\u0101 valsts s\u0101ks pieredz\u0113t izmai\u0146as, kas ir tie\u0161i pret\u0113jas visam tam, ko l\u012bdz \u0161im sludin\u0101ja neaizst\u0101jam\u0101 komunisma ideolo\u0123ija. Sabiedr\u012bbas dom\u0101jo\u0161\u0101 da\u013ca uztvers to visu ar cer\u012bb\u0101m, \u0161aub\u0101m un apjukumu. Skaidrs, ka eso\u0161ajam komunistiskajam idiotismam ir j\u0101dara gals, bet neb\u016bs skaidrs, ko tie\u0161i dar\u012bt un k\u0101, jo \u0161\u012bs sabiedr\u012bbas da\u013cas iesp\u0113jas ietekm\u0113t situ\u0101ciju b\u016bs tuvas nullei. Tas noved\u012bs pie pretrun\u0101m, savstarp\u0113jas c\u012b\u0146as un neveiksm\u0113m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Turpretim komunistisk\u0101s padomju sabiedr\u012bbas vad\u012bba – partijas, \u010dekas, saimniecisk\u0101 un krimin\u0101l\u0101 nomenklat\u016bra str\u0101d\u0101s piln\u0101 spar\u0101. Tas b\u016bs laiks, kad sagr\u0101bt sav\u0101s rok\u0101s milz\u012bg\u0101s bag\u0101t\u012bbas, kas l\u012bdz \u0161im form\u0101li pieder\u0113ja visai tautai. Nomenklat\u016bra p\u0101rk\u0101rtos ekonomiku, naudas sist\u0113mu un sabiedr\u012bbas vad\u012bbu t\u0101, lai visa valsts str\u0101d\u0101 tikai vi\u0146u interes\u0113s. Tas notiks saska\u0146\u0101 ar iepriek\u0161 izstr\u0101d\u0101tu pl\u0101nu, kas saska\u0146ots ar svar\u012bg\u0101kaj\u0101m \u0101rvalst\u012bm, \u0146emot v\u0113r\u0101 \u0161o \u0101rvalstu intereses.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vladislavs Bit\u0101ns, \u010dekists – p\u0101rpratums, nezin\u0101ja, ka vi\u0146a liktenis k\u013c\u016bs atkar\u012bgs no t\u0101, vai vi\u0146\u0161 sp\u0113s izvirz\u012bties un pacelties nomenklat\u016bras kast\u0101. To sp\u0113s tikai tie, kuri tieksies p\u0113c naudas un varas, neskatoties ne uz ko. Ta\u010du patlaban vi\u0146\u0161 neko no min\u0113t\u0101 nenojauta, un neman\u012bgi gul\u0113ja, sist\u0113mas un personisko probl\u0113mu izsmelts.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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M\u0101ra Bit\u0101ne t\u0101s dienas r\u012bt\u0101 ierad\u0101s darb\u0101 dom\u012bga. P\u0101rdomas izrais\u012bja saruna ar Vladi. Prec\u012bz\u0101k, sarunas nosl\u0113gums, kad vi\u0146\u0161 piemin\u0113ja Gorba\u010dovu un iesp\u0113jam\u0101s izmai\u0146as, kas var\u0113tu s\u0101kties p\u0113c pastulb\u0101 karjerista n\u0101k\u0161anas pie varas. Var\u0113tu teikt, nu, kas tur sevi\u0161\u0137s, tagad visi to vien run\u0101, Gorba\u010dovs t\u0101ds, Gorba\u010dovs \u0161it\u0101ds, jauns, labs, ener\u0123isks… visa parast\u0101 un tuk\u0161\u0101 plebeju p\u013c\u0101p\u0101\u0161ana, apsprie\u017eot varas Olimpa iem\u012btniekus. Ta\u010du bija kaut kas t\u0101ds, ko M\u0101ra nebija iedom\u0101jusies. Nu labi, vi\u0146\u0161 n\u0101ks pie varas, un kaut ko main\u012bs. Bet kas tie\u0161i main\u012bsies, kas b\u016bs vajadz\u012bgs, bet kas lieks? Ko es konkr\u0113ti varu ieg\u016bt no \u0161\u012bm p\u0101rmai\u0146\u0101m?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

No M\u0101ras viedok\u013ca, komunisms bija pa\u0161pietiekama sist\u0113ma, kas nosl\u0113dzas pati sev\u012b. Tas ir k\u0101 lode, kuru nav kur aiz\u0137ert, lai s\u0101ktu kaut ko reform\u0113t. To var tikai sasist, un no lausk\u0101m veidot kaut ko jaunu. K\u0101das v\u0113l reformas, kas par mu\u013c\u0137\u012bb\u0101m? Ko vi\u0146i dar\u012bs? Likvid\u0113s PSRS un nodibin\u0101s neatkar\u012bgu Latviju? Ar\u012b absurds.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jaut\u0101jumu bija daudz vair\u0101k, nek\u0101 atbil\u017eu. K\u0101 parasts \u0161\u0101d\u0101s situ\u0101cij\u0101s, M\u0101ra nol\u0113ma sekot miru\u0161\u0101 t\u0113va ieteikumiem, un aprun\u0101ties ar onkuli Ja\u0161u. Toreiz, \u012bsi pirms n\u0101ves, t\u0113vs bija pasaucis M\u0101ru uz nopietnu sarunu. M\u0101te tovakar viesoj\u0101s pie radiem, un vi\u0146i ar mirsto\u0161o t\u0113vu run\u0101ja visu vakaru. T\u0101 bija vien\u012bg\u0101 reize dz\u012bv\u0113, kad M\u0101ra bija raud\u0101jusi. Vismaz, vi\u0146a neatcer\u0113j\u0101s v\u0113l k\u0101du gad\u012bjumu, kad notieko\u0161\u0101 svar\u012bgums bija vi\u0146u savi\u013c\u0146ojis l\u012bdz asar\u0101m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0113vs atst\u0101ja garu sarakstu ar saviem pazi\u0146\u0101m pa specialit\u0101t\u0113m, ar telefona numuriem, adres\u0113m un raksturojumiem. Vi\u0146\u0161 smalki aprakst\u012bja katra iesp\u0113jas un iesp\u0113jam\u0101s situ\u0101cijas, kad var\u0113ja kontakt\u0113t, un k\u0101dos jaut\u0101jumos, kur\u0161 vi\u0146am ir par\u0101d\u0101, ko par\u0101d\u0101 un cik… Meitas asaras vi\u0146\u0161 uztv\u0113ra noraido\u0161i, pat m\u0113\u0123in\u0101ja sadusmoties un kaunin\u0101t. Tom\u0113r no b\u0101l\u0101 mir\u0113ja mutes izlauz\u0101s tikai klepus l\u0113kme, un p\u0113c tam vi\u0146\u0161 atkal v\u0113rs\u0101s pie meitas sav\u0101 ierastaj\u0101 bezkaisl\u012bgaj\u0101 manier\u0113.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“\u0422\u044b \u043d\u0435 \u043f\u043b\u0430\u0447\u044c, \u0434\u043e\u0447\u0430, \u043d\u0435 \u043a \u043b\u0438\u0446\u0443 \u0442\u0435\u0431\u0435. \u041e\u0441\u0442\u0430\u0451\u0448\u0441\u044f \u0442\u0443\u0442 \u0437\u0430 \u0433\u043b\u0430\u0432\u043d\u043e\u0433\u043e,” vi\u0146\u0161 m\u0113\u0123in\u0101ja pasmieties, bet atkal neveiksm\u012bgi. “\u041c\u0430\u043c\u0443 \u0431\u0435\u0440\u0435\u0433\u0438, \u043d\u0435 \u0433\u0440\u0443\u0437\u0438, \u0435\u0441\u043b\u0438 \u043f\u0440\u043e\u0431\u043b\u0435\u043c\u044b \u0438\u043b\u0438 \u0447\u0442\u043e. \u041e\u043d\u0430 \u0436\u0435\u043d\u044c\u0449\u0438\u043d\u0430… \u0433\u043c, \u043f\u0440\u043e\u0441\u0442\u0430\u044f. \u041d\u0435 \u0434\u0435\u043b\u043e\u0432\u0430\u044f, \u043a\u043e\u0440\u043e\u0447\u0435, \u0434\u043b\u044f \u043d\u0435\u0435 \u0442\u043e\u043b\u044c\u043a\u043e \u044d\u043c\u043e\u0446\u0438\u0438, \u0438 \u0432\u0441\u0451 \u0431\u0435\u0437 \u0442\u043e\u043b\u043a\u0443… \u043d\u0443, \u0441\u0430\u043c\u0430 \u0432\u0435\u0434\u044c \u0437\u043d\u0430\u0435\u0448\u044c, \u0434\u0430? \u0410 \u0443 \u0442\u0435\u0431\u044f \u0432\u0441\u0435 \u043a\u0430\u0440\u0442\u044b \u0432 \u0440\u0443\u043a\u0438, \u0442\u044b \u043b\u044e\u0431\u0443\u044e \u0441\u0438\u0442\u0443\u0430\u0446\u0438\u044e \u043c\u043e\u0436\u0435\u0448\u044c \u0440\u0430\u0437\u0440\u0435\u0448\u0438\u0442\u044c. \u0412\u0441\u0435 \u043a\u043e\u043d\u0442\u0430\u043a\u0442\u044b \u0442\u0432\u043e\u0438, \u0432\u0441\u0451 \u0447\u0442\u043e \u0432 \u0436\u0438\u0437\u043d\u0438 \u043f\u043e\u043d\u0430\u0434\u043e\u0431\u0438\u0442\u0441\u044f. \u0410 \u043c\u0443\u0436 \u0442\u0432\u043e\u0439 \u0431\u0443\u0434\u0443\u0449\u0438\u0439… \u043f\u043e\u0446, \u0447\u0442\u043e \u0441 \u043d\u0435\u0433\u043e \u0432\u043e\u0437\u043c\u0435\u0448\u044c? \u0416\u0435\u043d\u0438\u0441\u044c, \u0435\u0441\u043b\u0438 \u043d\u0440\u0430\u0432\u0438\u0442\u0441\u044f, \u043d\u043e \u0443\u0447\u0442\u0438, \u0447\u0442\u043e \u0435\u043c\u0443 \u043f\u0430\u0441\u0442\u0443\u0445 \u043d\u0443\u0436\u0435\u043d. \u0412\u043e \u0432\u0441\u0451\u043c \u0438 \u0432\u0441\u0435\u0433\u0434\u0430,” vecais Zilbers apklusa, lai koncentr\u0113tos uz v\u0113l nepateikto. “\u041d\u043e \u0441\u0430\u043c\u043e\u0435 \u0433\u043b\u0430\u0432\u043d\u043e\u0435, \u0435\u0441\u043b\u0438 \u0441\u043e\u0432\u0435\u0442 \u043d\u0443\u0436\u0435\u043d \u0438\u043b\u0438 \u0443\u0441\u0442\u0440\u043e\u0438\u0442\u044c \u043d\u0430\u0434\u043e \u0447\u0435\u0433\u043e, \u043e\u0431\u0440\u0430\u0442\u0438\u0441\u044c \u043a \u0434\u044f\u0434\u0435 \u042f\u0448\u0435. \u041c\u044b \u0441 \u043d\u0438\u043c \u0434\u0440\u0443\u0437\u044c\u044f \u0442\u043e\u0432\u0430\u0440\u0438\u0449\u0438… \u0432 \u0434\u043e\u0441\u043a\u0443, \u043a\u0430\u043a \u0433\u043e\u0432\u043e\u0440\u044f\u0442, \u0432 <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0433\u0440\u043e\u0431\u043e\u0432\u0443\u044e \u0434\u043e\u0441\u043a\u0443, \u0445\u0430-\u0445\u0430. \u041d\u0435 \u0443\u0434\u0438\u0432\u043b\u044f\u0439\u0441\u044f, \u0434\u043e\u0447\u044c, \u0436\u0438\u0442\u044c \u043d\u0430\u0434\u043e \u0432 \u043a\u0430\u0439\u0444, \u0430 \u043f\u043e\u043c\u0438\u0440\u0430\u0442\u044c \u0441 \u044e\u043c\u043e\u0440\u043e\u043c… \u041d\u0443, \u0432 \u043e\u0431\u0449\u0435\u043c, \u0442\u044b \u043f\u043e\u043d\u044f\u043b\u0430, \u0435\u0441\u043b\u0438 \u0447\u0442\u043e, \u0437\u043e\u0432\u0438 \u0434\u044f\u0434\u044e \u042f\u0448\u0443, \u043e\u043d \u0432\u0441\u0451 \u0443\u0441\u0442\u0440\u043e\u0438\u0442 \u0432 \u043b\u0443\u0447\u0448\u0435\u043c \u0432\u0438\u0434\u0435.”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pa\u0161reiz M\u0101ras p\u0101rdomu rezult\u0101ts bija t\u0101ds, ka situ\u0101cijas nopietn\u012bba prasa, lai to noskaidrotu pamat\u012bgi un nekav\u0113joties. \u0160im nol\u016bkam vi\u0146ai n\u0101ksies tikties ne tikai ar onkuli Ja\u0161u, bet ar\u012b citiem noz\u012bm\u012bgiem cilv\u0113kiem, zvan\u012bt pa telefonu, norun\u0101t tik\u0161an\u0101s, apspriest svar\u012bgas lietas… Ar v\u0101rdu sakot, to visu vajadz\u0113ja dar\u012bt k\u0101d\u0101 dro\u0161\u0101 viet\u0101. Turkl\u0101t v\u012bra kl\u0101tb\u016btne nebija v\u0113lama, jo Vladim nav j\u0101zina visa lietas b\u016bt\u012bba. Vi\u0146am pietiek ar to, ka M\u0101ra pie\u0146ems l\u0113mumu attiec\u012bb\u0101 uz vi\u0146u pa\u0161u, un attiec\u012bgi r\u012bkosies tad, kad l\u0113mums b\u016bs pie\u0146emts.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Aizbildinoties ar tik\u0161anos pa darba l\u012bniju, vi\u0146a p\u0101rn\u0101ca m\u0101j\u0101s p\u0101ris stundas agr\u0101k, lai sav\u0101ktu no dz\u012bvok\u013ca nepiecie\u0161am\u0101s mantas, izsauktu taksi un nog\u0101d\u0101tu t\u0101s m\u0101tes dz\u012bvokl\u012b Kupalas iel\u0101. Patlaban vi\u0146a gul\u0113ja sav\u0101 gult\u0101, un ar patiku izbaud\u012bja auru, kas vald\u012bja dz\u012bvokl\u012b, kur pag\u0101ja vi\u0146as jaun\u012bba. Pirms miega, p\u0101rdom\u0101jot savu pl\u0101nu v\u0113lreiz, atkl\u0101j\u0101s jaunas deta\u013cas, kas liecin\u0101ja, ka pl\u0101ns ir pareizs, un taj\u0101 ir daudzas \u013coti pat\u012bkamas nianses.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jau r\u012bt vi\u0146a piezvan\u012bs Sa\u0161am, fizkult\u016bras instit\u016bta studentam, ar kuru M\u0101ru saistija int\u012bma tuv\u012bba v\u0113l no pa\u0161as studiju laikiem. Tiesa gan, p\u0113c k\u0101z\u0101m ar Vladi, vi\u0146iem izdev\u0101s tikties reti. Kad tas bija p\u0113d\u0113jo reizi? Pirms gada, dro\u0161i vien. Sa\u0161a bija \u013coti veiksm\u012bgs jauns cilv\u0113ks, meistarkandid\u0101ts sporta vingro\u0161an\u0101, un papildus tam ar labiem pan\u0101kumiem tirgoja d\u017einsus un ska\u0146u plates ar rietumu rokgrupu ierakstiem. Vi\u0146\u0161 bija t\u0101 saucamais farcov\u0161\u010diks, un par to var\u0113ja pateikties M\u0101rai. Vi\u0146a savulaik bija rekomend\u0113jusi Sa\u0161u ietekm\u012bgiem cilv\u0113kiem, kuri vairum\u0101 pieg\u0101d\u0101ja min\u0113t\u0101s \u0161motkas no \u0101rzem\u0113m. Lai saprastu to, cik ietekm\u012bgi bija \u0161ie cilv\u0113ki, j\u0101\u0146em v\u0113r\u0101, ka preces vajadz\u0113ja dab\u016bt cauri “dzelzs priek\u0161karam”. Tas ir, robe\u017eai, kas toreiz piln\u012bb\u0101 izol\u0113ja PSRS no \u0101rvalst\u012bm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0101ra atcer\u0113j\u0101s, k\u0101 vi\u0146a, b\u016bdama sve\u0161valodu fakult\u0101tes studente, iepazin\u0101s ar Sa\u0161u. Vi\u0146\u0161 tolaik m\u0101c\u012bj\u0101s vidusskol\u0101, bet jau nopietni nodarboj\u0101s ar sportu. Sa\u0161a bija iekritis, kad m\u0113\u0123in\u0101ja k\u0101d\u0101 R\u012bgas kafejn\u012bc\u0101 p\u0101rdot pan\u0113s\u0101tus d\u017einsus. Lai gl\u0101btu d\u0113lu no tiesas, kas draud\u0113ja ar ieslodz\u012bjumu nepilngad\u012bgo kolonij\u0101, vi\u0146a vec\u0101ki, mekl\u0113jot kontaktus, non\u0101ca l\u012bdz M\u0101ras t\u0113vam. San\u0101ca t\u0101, ka vi\u0146i satik\u0101s, un M\u0101ra nekav\u0113joties pa\u0146\u0113ma izskat\u012bgo jaunekli sav\u0101 aprit\u0113.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tas bija laiks, kad M\u0101ra satik\u0101s ar daudziem v\u012brie\u0161iem. Uzkr\u0101t\u0101 pieredze ar laiku atv\u0113sin\u0101ja k\u0101ri p\u0113c jauniem piedz\u012bvojumiem. K\u0101da j\u0113ga no k\u0101rt\u0113j\u0101 pazi\u0146as, kura vien\u012bgais m\u0113r\u0137is ir ieb\u0101zt vi\u0146ai savu r\u012bku? N\u0113, M\u0101ra atkl\u0101ja, ka \u012bst\u0101 v\u0113rt\u012bba ir tiem retajiem v\u012brie\u0161iem, kuri gult\u0101 dara to, ko vi\u0146iem liek. Sa\u0161a \u0161aj\u0101 zi\u0146\u0101 bija nep\u0101rsp\u0113jams, un izpild\u012bja jebkuru vi\u0146as v\u0113l\u0113\u0161anos, kas neb\u016bt nebija j\u0101izsaka v\u0101rdos.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Reiz, lai paliel\u012btos, M\u0101ra atr\u0101d\u012bja Sa\u0161u sav\u0101m draudzen\u0113m. P\u0113c tam, jaut\u0101tas par iespaidiem, draudzenes rauca degunus, un teica, ka vi\u0146\u0161 izskat\u0101s p\u0113c pedi\u0146a. Nav vi\u0146\u0161 nek\u0101ds pedi\u0146\u0161, draudzen\u0113m vienk\u0101r\u0161i skau\u017e, tas ar\u012b viss. Lai gan, ej nu sazini, kas tiem \u0137erme\u0146a kult\u016bristiem aiz \u0101das. Vai nav vienalga, r\u012bt vi\u0146a zvan\u012bs Sa\u0161am un pavad\u012bs ar vi\u0146u visu nakti. Lai atstr\u0101d\u0101 savu at\u013cauju nodarboties ar farcovku. Ar \u0161\u0101d\u0101m pat\u012bkam\u0101m dom\u0101m M\u0101ra izstaip\u012bj\u0101s gult\u0101 un cie\u0161i aizmiga ar t\u0101da cilv\u0113ka p\u0101rliec\u012bbu, kur\u0161 dz\u012bv\u0113 visu dara pareizi.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

R. Bruners. Vladislava piedz\u012bvojumi, 1.noda\u013ca \u0160is nav jaunas gr\u0101matas p\u0101rdo\u0161anas anonss vai cita veida komerci\u0101ls rekl\u0101mas materi\u0101ls. Pirms k\u0101da laika sa\u0146\u0113mu vair\u0101kus pamudin\u0101jumus rakst\u012bt gr\u0101matu. Patlaban ir uzrakst\u012btas da\u017eas noda\u013cas, un pirmo noda\u013cu v\u0113los...<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":65561,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1,11],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tautastribunals.eu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/67033"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tautastribunals.eu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tautastribunals.eu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tautastribunals.eu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tautastribunals.eu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=67033"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/tautastribunals.eu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/67033\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":67055,"href":"https:\/\/tautastribunals.eu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/67033\/revisions\/67055"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tautastribunals.eu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/65561"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tautastribunals.eu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=67033"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tautastribunals.eu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=67033"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tautastribunals.eu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=67033"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}